#neilheadlund

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#Eh

Yes, Cruz? You okay there?

#Too much clothing

You think so? Well that can be fixed easily, you know.

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Hey there. I see you two.

#Gorgeous eyes... everything in fact. You look sexy in yellow.

That's awfully kind of you, Sophia. And oh, really? I never stopped to think about what "my color" would be, but I suppose I like yellow enough to make it work.

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[text] You're right, and thanks for understanding. I'll owe you one. But seriously enough about myself. Long time no see and all of that; how are you?

Text: No you don't, we're fine. I'm... eh. It depends on the moment, but I'm generally getting there. I'm not going to be completely alright until he's back, so that's all you're going to get, though.

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[text] And hopefully you aren't pissed off at me, because that was something that needed to be said, well, imo. I do value you and it'd suck to not have you here. :| (and yes, I suck at this sort of thing, so feel free to laugh at me now.)

Text: But of course I'm not pissed at you. I want you to tell me whenever you have a problem with me, okay? Because I'm not a mind reader and sometimes I can't tell whether I'm doing the right thing or not. Don't worry, okay? We're fine. I promise.

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[text] This conversation isn't really going to get anywhere. I was being rude to you, since when? Haven't I tried to be there? I know I'm fucking terrible at this, but haven't I at least tried to be friendly and there when you need it? Yes, I'm serious, especially right now. But when have I ever called you a moron, or idiot or anything like that? Seriously. When? Just because I'm not spewing rainbows doesn't mean I'm being rude, and if you think so, then at least explain why I am when you can act rude towards me and get off the hook by saying you're joking. It's not nice. I value you as a friend and you know that, and I try to respect you and guess what, I fuck up. But at least do the same for me. The constant accusations aren't nice. And thanks for the concern, seriously not sure what to do about it yet, like I said, it's off, but I've tried. So there's that.

[text] This is the longest text I've ever written, shit. You should feel lucky since I've never been this articulate before.

Text: I... what? No, no no no no no no this is the opposite of what I wanted oh my God. I never-- I didn't want you to feel offended by my words ever because you're my friend and I care about you even if I call you things sometimes. I'm sorry, I'm so, so sorry I managed to hurt you without even trying, fuck. I know you're not perfect but I still like you the way you are and I'm sorry you took my comments too personally because it wasn't my intention at all. I promise I'll cut off on calling you shit from now on.

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[text] It was sarcastic. That makes a little more sense and you called me a moron. Seriously. It's not a freaking teasing game all the time.

Text: The difference is that when I mess with you it's normally joking, but you're always being rude to me for no reason. Anyway, it's your choice to behave however you want to and I shouldn't mind. Just be careful and don't get hurt nor hurt Jasmine.

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[text] Thanks. Since you're saying that, you obviously have a purpose so are you going to spit it out or?

Text: Why are you thanking me now? I don't get what you mean. I was just saying you should be careful before doing things because otherwise you might get hurt and hurt other people as well. Stop being rude to me when all I'm trying to do is help.