#neonoirs

[absylphe]

99, 100.

99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.

Dido - Sand In My Shoes

I've still got sand in my shoes And I can't shake the thought of you I should get on, forget you But why would I want to?

Yuna - Mannequin

I am the deepest shade of jaded Drowning from the past, love Can you breathe, breathe love into me? So I'll know what it's like

Janelle Monáe - Say You’ll Go

Our love will sail in this ark The world could end outside our window Let's find forever And write our name in fire on each others' hearts

100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why?

This One Is Very Hard Because I Am Struggling A Lot Right Now With The Responsibilities I Currently Have And I Feel Like Much Of That Will Have Resolved In 5 Years When The Wrigglers Are More Independent And I Have Completed More Of My Learning Goals And Medical Certifications So I Want To Say I Would Go To The Future

But Also I Have The Misfortune Of Being Sat Down And Forced To Watch Click (2006) With My Session’s Karkat A Year Or Two Ago And Despite How Miserable I Was The Whole Time The Message Of It Was Not Wholly Lost On Me

I Would Not Want To Miss Watching My Wrigglers Grow Up And Supporting Them Through Their Problems Nor Would I Want To Miss Years Of Spending Time With Loved Ones

I Suppose It Depends On Whether I Would Be Replacing Myself Temporally Or If I Would Be There Alongside My Past/Future Self But I Think The Past Is A Better Option

As Much As I Am Trying Not To Live In The Past I Definitely Think I Could Stand To Appreciate The Relationships I Had A Little More For What They Were While They Lasted

Maybe Get Some Closure There So I Could Move On A Little Stronger With A Little More Confidence

If I Were Merely There Beside My Past Self I Think I Would Have To Try Hard To Be Kind To Her Because I Sort Of Loathe Who I Was Then But I Know How Much She Needed Support So I Would Try My Best To Be That To The Same End

[lightleaves]

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Freakin’ Out On The Interstate - Briston Maroney.

Freakin' out on the interstate Rolling down the windows, baby, I can't hear a thing you say I'm walking back to my favorite place And I can feel them staring at me Baby, do you think I'm doing something wrong?

[cyb3rbvlly]

[2twopiid]

@neonoirs:

NO, I WOULD HAVE USED MORE WORDS. IT’S DIFFERENT.

ii’ll take a raiin check, iit’2 cool.

[2twopiid]

@neonoirs

YEAH, I KNOW. BUT FORGETTING IT WAS PINNED CONTRADICTS MY OWN CRAFTED ONLINE PERSONA. STINGS, A LITTLE. 

 JUST FEELS A LITTLE DISHONEST. DECEITFUL, PERHAPS. HAVE YOU CONSIDERED BECOMING THE HAMSTER?

iif iit help2, ii liiterally do not care iif you contradiict your2elf.

ii don’t need two become hiim, ii got hii2 framed photo.

[2twopiid]

@neonoirs:

YOU THINK I'M JUST ACTIVELY PAYING ATTENTION TO THINGS? AND KEEPING THEM STORED IN MENTAL DESKTOP? I HAVE 2 GIGABYTES OF SPACE, AT MOST. ANYWAYS, I FORGOT ABOUT THAT. YOU DON'T LOOK LIKE THE ANIMAL CROSSING MAN. WHAT'S UP WITH THAT?

ii don’t thiink anythiing about you or mo2t people for that matter, iit’2 not that deep. that’2 why iit’2 piinned, 2o you don’t have two remember 2hiit. you thiink ii know what ii look liike? ii haven’t 2een a miirror iin iidk how long, ii probably look liike 2hiit rn.

al2o why would ii look liike a ham2ter? why would ii look liike graham? why do ii need two look liike my iicon ii ju2t liike hiim and thought iit would be fun two make hiim repre2ent my onliine per2ona.

[2twopiid]

@neonoirs:

LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. UNTIL THEN I'LL IMAGINE THE NICE LOOKING ANIMAL CROSSING CHARACTER.

ii mean ii have a 2elfiie piinned, iit’2 ju2t old.

[cyb3rbvlly]

new ship guys!!! hop on board!!!