#nevertrustagain

[aavkx]

definitely putting my guards up!!!! 2019!!

[its-evae-ru]

I am not being able to draw since a few weeks due to surgery but I hope to recover soon. I wanted to post something so I looked up some old drawing which didn't make it on Instagram yet...Not being able to do a lot gave me too much time to think and if have concluded that I want to change my way of dealing with others. I have been raised by my grandparents who always told me to respect everybody and most of all people older than me, with that principle, I have allowed so many people to treat me like shit. People who have manipulated me, taken advantage of my weaknesses and of information I have given in trust to stab me in the back when it was convenient for them. They have played on my weakness because they knew they could make me feel uncomfortable and guilty for something I didn't do, and make me apologise or beg. AGAIN. To all those people out there, you know who you are, I just have one thing to say. I hope you can sleep at night, knowing what you do/did. I know my conscience is clean and God! Is that a good feeling. Just to say. #nevertrustagain #onmyown #illustration #drawing #pencildrawing #sketching #tonedpaper #traditional #traditionalart #philosophyoftheabsurd #horrortales #pieceofme

[thisbejimmy3]