my ancestors scars on my back,
my brothers and sisters
scars on my front;
memory blank:
a wizard spell
in the blunt;
fear-- my good luck charm;
Midas fingers, death for arms;
going akimbo with pocket lint
crawl out the cradle,
get to the grave in a sprint.
everything is bent.
sword-like crucifixes
affixed to heart and minds;
used like eucalyptus,
panacea, ambrosia;
Pangea-- run that back;
you can be whole.
if you sell your soul
and buy all the hate you can--
lighter skin, better man?
show me who I’m better than.
I've been playing musical chairs
With my seat of consciousness,
onyx words on brown-bronze skin;
cuff scarred wrists;
destiny on an exodus--
I need it all-- no less for this;
fuck it, hand in my face
I’ll still hit the bucket;
ruckus-- too black to know what luck is,
no safety net,
no crutches-- still I blossom.