Jan. 15, 2023...
10:12pm
In all honesty, I still feel empty. I haven't truly cried yet, or scream and yell like any other normal human being should react to this. But I'm not, hopefully no explosions will happen. With school returning on Tuesday, I need to take tomorrow to mentally prepare to see her again.
It truly sucks ass when you love a girl for over a year and your therapist gives you a perspective of how she talks to you and you realize it's manipulative. Like honestly, you have got to be shitting me. We were taking the next step, and that is really dope for someone my age. But of course life throws a dumbbell at your dick when you are finally going steady.
I am exhausted right now don't get me wrong, but I knew I needed to type out my feelings(the most 7 yr old shit I've heard-) since I'm still feeling like shit even after watching the 2014 TMNT live action. Which by the way is an amazing movie, shut up the credits song is a bop. 99% of couples who go through breakups are probably laughing at me because I'm just complaining, but hey this is me.
Goodnight little gnomes being held hostage by Andrew Tate, sweet dreams...
C.
