The classic otherkin impulse to watch any tv show, movie, or film that has your kintype in it is very much bubbling up inside me rn.
I just wanna watch all 3 httyd movies consecutively for hours on end. So that way I could feel like I myself am actually apart of that world and feeling the emotions and sensations I would feel if I was, ya know, in that world.
Felt extremely homesick today. I keep seeing media of httyd everywhere, while I was listening to the movie soundtracks on Spotify. And when the song “Stoick Saves Hiccup” came on? I started crying. I felt my heart break and tremble all over again. Stoick seriously didn’t deserve what Drago did to him.
I feel like I actually knew Stoick personally. And being reminded of that scene in the 2nd movie, really hit me hard. Stoick is very much like a father figure to me. He was such a good man, and father to Hiccup. Ya know, after the whole “stop killing dragons” shabangle.
Besides Stoick and missing him as a person, just the whole httyd world feels very much like my home away from home, ya know? I feel like I’m meant to be there, and the fact that I’m not physically there right now, really hurts me.
I miss Berk, I miss Hiccup, I miss Toothless, I miss the Hidden World. I miss my Home.
could i request kin comfort for a female night light from httyd? i was mostly white with some sparse black splotches here and there and my eyes were sort of yellow-green. not sure where i lived but it was super mountainous. very green in spring and had icy winters, gave me very nordic vibes. thank you!
' It's windy today. Not enough to be dangerous, but hinting at the coming winter. The winters here are harsh, but you're more than able to cope with it especially from within the fine nest you've built yourself without the mountains. Today however, you are flying. You would be almost as white as the clouds themselves (and could completely hide yourself if you wished) if not for the black markings that show you are not a Light Fury, but a Night Light. For some reason, this seems to matter to humans. You don't mind their company and sometimes fly lower, nearer where they can actually reach. You go into a dive, wings and arms and tail tucked, then pull up at the last moment. The grasses below ruffle from the passing of your large scaly body. There is no intentions today, just enjoying the feeling of flight and testing how far you can push yourself. The first snowflakes of winter begin to fall. You open your wide mouth to catch some as you fly. It's going to be a nice winter.'
Hope this ok! Once more a source I'm not super familiar with~
Finally was able to watch at least the first httyd movie today. Gotta admit tho, I cried like a baby the whole time 😭😂
Every time I watch these movies, I can’t help but feel something so deep, so strong, so true, and so intense. Something my physical form can’t seem to deal with all on its own. I feel as if there’s another form of my being somewhere else out in the universe, mourning the loss of my true, complete, whole self.
Me. In this human body and world.
I feel like I’m supposed to be in that world. On Berk, New Berk, with Hiccup and Toothless and Stoick and Valka and everyone else. My heart, mind and soul all long to be physically present in that world again. My World. A world where I truly belong in, and a world that I can find tru happiness in.
After only a week of questioning if I’m httyd kin, I feel so lost, and uncertain. I already feel like it was my home. But at the same time, is it really all true? Is it really true that I’m supposed to be in that world? A world that presumably was made up by a human? Or is it just me wanting to be in that world, just to get away from this one?
Like, the night sky! It’s full of stars! And nightfuries blend into the darkness. I am the darkness! I am flight, I am freedom, I am wrath! Hecc, I wanna fly where no one can see me. I wanna dive down from the heavens and blast the mountain tops clean off. I wanna roar at my enemies and I wanna scratch their eyes out. I wanna prey on the weak and build my reputation as the nightmare in the sky. The pitch black terror. The dark fiend in the clouds. A beast that no one can shoot down or tame.
The Man in the Moon watched over me, but he was never there. I was alone for so fucking long. What the hell, Manny? You were my best friend. -Nightlight/Jack Frost
I feel as if I'm the only one out here. I wonder if I've missed something, or if you've all moved on without me because you have Jack instead, now. If anyone needs a Nightlight, let me know... I promise to do my best to serve. Please don't leave me here all alone.