#nightlynotes

[jaythegent]

Just figured.... I’d help you out tonight.. because I care about you, and what you may allow yourself to run back, too.. No matter how lonely you may be at night, it’s never worth compromising your heart, to settle and revert back into possibly a NIGHTMARE.

[mokkosa]

#nightlynotes #sylvestermcnutt #takeitdaybyday #confident 💙🙏🏽 (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CDYAx90A_kP/?igshid=pnhswxi3wpbn

[jaythegent]

Since We’re Grown..

There’s nothing like having encounters and conversations with people who stimulate other areas other than our sacred places..

Arouse the intellect and let’s challenge ourselves to go DEEPER, and let ourselves just...

BE ourselves.

THAT is what you need more of.

Sex is good but that’s common and sometimes overrated.. (yes I said it).

Let’s seek after authentic and honest connections.

If my presence can make a difference OUTSIDE of your body but can strike a real area of comfort INSIDE of your soul? Then I’ve done more than what a “quickie”, could do.

Nobody should have to be “celibate”, from a healthy and a gripping encounter with someone else..

Our cravings should shift for just... REAL.

Whatever that is, let it be REAL.

Whoever you are, just be REAL.

The impact we make on each other?

It should be..

....R E A L.

•JKelley

[jaythegent]

Understand This Principle..

Understand,

That just because one doesn't retaliate, doesn't mean that they don't take mental notes on how you treat them.

Don't think you're ever getting away with what you do or don't do, concerning someone else. When you sow a seed, understand it's going to grow and you'll reap whatever it is that you've planted, in Multiplication...

[wordsareinvincible-blog]

Impeccable timing but it felt like a goodbye.

Just when I think life could be greater than what I already know, it appears to be mocking me, again. My life is like a roller coaster ride, cyclical even.

First: Things don’t appeal to me, I am borderline monotonous, naive and in pre-menopausal stage. Second: I welcome my fair to middling life and sulk in a corner only to find myself comfortable than being outside with people. Third: Something unpretentious sparked and I start to give in to hope that things could look promising. I’m ready to be hit by life’s greatest blows. Fourth: I am mistaken, I am weak. My instincts are dead wrong, they never seem to function when needed most and I’ll soon realize it after the storm. Then back to the origin.

And today’s drama isn’t an exception. Someone whom I thought was long gone turns out to be never gone. We engaged in witty conversation and black hole deep realizations which is a major edge for me because I always wanted to be with the 2am version of themselves (if there is such thing). This someone made me feel weirdly special, my stomach tickled by a hurricane of butterflies and it surprises me that I surprised him about me. But here’s the but…. That someone must leave because the grass is always greener on the other side, future endeavors and life goals should always come first. I know that first hand and life has a habit of constantly reminding me about its weight. I do not know if I’m delusional or if I’ve read the signs wrong but I thought it was a beginning, scratch that, I thought it was THE beginning of something. Before it grew into a grandiose love story (okay, that was way cheesy for me) it was put to rest by the inevitable force of life and by “inevitable force of life” I meant me. I can’t afford to soar my expectations because I’ve had my fair share of disappointments, perchance more than enough. So, before I crash and burn I clung on no more. Maybe life saved me from the counterfactual tangibility of love. Maybe life itself decides that I’m not in the saddle for a serious rapport. Maybe life called the shots that I’m better off alone for a while. Or maybe not. I will never know.

[writtenutterance-blog1]

Why is my head in intense agony vision blurred definitely peeked joints tensed

WrittenUtterance

[writtenutterance-blog1]

Four-twenty and counting…..

WrittenUttterance