#nikki auer

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Ya'll ever feel so strongly about a character you want to bite into him and shake him around but also you feel you will explode into a firework from how much you love them? Cause I do

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Need to be more insane about Nikki Auer again. He literally said he doesn't want to become his dad my boy has such parental issues and I need to explore them for gods sake. And I'm convinced he doesn't actually want to be a professional skiier, but now he's spent so much time convincing everyone he's not a nepo baby who got here because of his dad, he can't exactly admit that this whole thing wasn't his dream after all and maybe he did only do it for his dad, not because of him. He still enjoys skiing but I think if he truly got to choose what he does with his life he would not stay a professional skiier. He loves his friends, he cares about the Skiakademie Gastein but that doesn't mean he wants this to be everyone he ever is. He deserves to figure out who he actually is, what he actually enjoys besides this dream he has convinced himself is his, when it probably isn't. But in the end he can't break out from the circle, can't admit that the people were right, so he's just stuck.

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Steffi is so relatable, because just like me she looked at Nikki, that absolute loser, and thought: "I want him"

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Girls (gn) will see the biggest loser on the planet and be immediately lost in his cringe ass charme

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Neeeeeeeeeeeed to write a whole fic that's just a character study of Nikki and his relationship with his dad wdym he's scared of becoming like him, wdymmmmmm

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Now I'm thinking about Nikki painting Georgs nails for him

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Here we go again (I made a moodboard)

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Nikki actually hasn't sucked for like two episodes, maybe I can like him safely for now...