Idek if anyone will see or read this but I just need to share
it’s gonna sound so weird but it’s been a good couple of years since I left the nightmare fandom or been in the loop of what goes on so obviously that meant nisaki too
nightmare were AHUGE part of my childhood thought my younger teen years they were my happiness and were part of my process of growing up
nisaki was my first ever ship and i loved their dynamic the most bec they were also my fav members...
i’m now an adult, i’m at uni and just finished my exams and idk why,, it might be because i saw it’s ruka’s birthday today but i suddenly had an urge to see how they’re all doing after years of not following their activities at all
nisaki seemed like a pretty dead ship to me too,, like, i knew about them going on hiatus and i just thought, “well all groups do that at some point and go solo and never talk to each other again” AND OH BOY WAS I WRONG.
i literally come back to find out sakito has a solo project and ni~ya is A HUGE IMMENSE part it like??????????? even when i was a fan we would never get this amount of nisaki content like not in my wildest dreams would i imagine these two to actually stick together until the end and it’s really happening they’re really out there doing all that and idk i saw all the pics and stuff of them together and i suddenly burst into tears ghdfjskasld its stupid i know but i just,,, i forgot about them completely and suddenly to be bombarded with so many reminders about how intensely i loved them and shipped them i WAS SO YOUNG.
it’s just... a lot to take in, i’m so happy they’re working together and so incredibly close still :’)
