May 20, 2016
i wish i could actually feel emotions sometime soon
that would be fun
#since coming off meds ive come to realise that im literally a body with nothing inside it#no emtions#no thoughts#no redeeming features#im literally nothing#and it sucks that i have to take tablets to actually be a person#and even then#it's usually sad emotions#but at least im alive#but now im not#i want this to stop#fuck im a mess#negative /
