#notfcrcalamity

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"Because I've realized that no matter where you are or what you're doing, or who you're with, I will always, honestly, truly, completely love you." (nate because idk kill me)

 ( because i’m Trash for Soft Nathan and Irene and a moment of peace in the rumble ) @notfcrcalamity​

    He had opened his mouth, paused, shut it and had taken a breath instead, Irene had only partially listened to what had come before as he walked with her up to the steps. He’s thinking, deciding something, she thinks. Irene knows him better than she thinks is good for anyone ( but so does he when it comes to her ) and she can only wait on the building steps, wait for him to let her in on the conclusion or for him to shake his head and kiss her goodbye before she returns back to her own desk, left to guess at what had crossed his mind on a rare, average wednesday. But he stops walking and she hovers with her foot on the next step, turning to watch him. He decides to speak now, uttering it softly as he looks to her. 

    Some part of her wonders, hovering on the steps, if he’s only saying it because half of London has been bombed into powder, because there is a war raging all around or .... because he had always wanted to but had never felt like it was right to. Irene isn’t sure which is the worst option or if any of that matters. Because he’s telling her that he loves her, has loved her for some time ( the mind reels at the thought ). She’s never seen him look so earnest, expression open and gentle and resolute ... only ever in private. He’s determined, nearly as stubborn as she is and she steps back to down to him, hand reaching out to cup his chin gently, her lips pulling slowly into her own soft smile, her own expression clouded. As if she’s trying to figure him out, if there isn’t something else lingering just beneath the surface.  

                  i will always, honestly, truly, completely love you. 

    It feels like a spark under her skin, just at her fingertips as she moves her hand away from his skin to rest it against his chest ( like a heartbeat can give a soldier away ). It feels as if she’s cracked a code, finally worked out the key piece and everything lays clear before her.  Always, huh? Truly, huh?  ❝ That almost sounds like a proposal, Lieutenant Godfrey. ❞ Irene steps more into his space, some vague trace of laughter in the corner of her lips.  ❝ Is it? ❞

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                                                    @notfcrcalamity said: @                                     for every @ I get, I get to tag someone I love / look up to!

@aegenes​ !   hands down one of the most talented people i’ve ever gotten the pleasure of writing with. talent out the wazoo. one of the most genuinely humble people on this site who has NO idea how talented she is. plus!!!!! one of the most genuinely nice people you could meet on here <3

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beat, for jay

@notfcrcalamity / beat: dance with them.

                 “-----------DIDN’T TAKE YOU for a dancer, guy. Always sorta saw you as a wallflower, but I reckon neither of us have the time to answer questions, right?” Who came up with this bullshit event anyway? Running a hand up his wrist to take his hand, Echo takes a second to glance behind his shoulder at the rest of their colleagues (idiots, the whole bunch) before leading them into a sway. “Smooth move, though. I didn’t wanna talk to them either.

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also like wouldn’t it be hilarious if like nate gets a letter from irene postmarked from france and he’s like ‘i’m sorry when and why france’ and she’s like ‘oh you know, like traveled because work and oh i kind of got a little injured because of a bombing and met my sister but everything’s fine! how are you! ’ 

and nate is gonna end up just staring at that letter going ‘??????????’

@notfcrcalamity because i’m Trash

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me, casually just playing episodes of bob before i have to return it to the library: this is nice

harry welsh: * mentions the reserve shoot *

me: thanks i want to die

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notfcrcalamity replied to your post: just kidding i’m back because henry cavill might...

Take Matthew Goode’s bod and keep Cavil’s acting. Problem solved two ways?

right ??

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notfcrcalamity replied to your post: .

whatever you decide to do will be AMAZING

lara is gonna still have a place because i’m like certified trash for that woman but like yeah it’d probably closer to how i’ve written her with you because that feels like more true to who she was originally intended to be in like the brett and acd canon

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“Don’t apologize. You have every right to be here.“ (nate)

( @notfcrcalamity something like early years of the war )

     Irene finds that dubious, at best, as she stares at him. He is far kinder than she is sometimes and now, here, it feels as if he’s being overly generous. She isn’t about to debate whether or not she has every right, but she can’t help but feel she is now someplace she shouldn’t. It’s a feeling that is becoming harder and harder to shake, even as he smiles at her. As if that is enough to make the feeling go away.  

    ❝ Nathan that’s not the point. ❞ It comes out as a harsh whisper. No, it is absolutely not the point. It’s not about her right but whether she is supposed to be. Irene shifts her weight between her feet, watching him from the corner of her eye. She adores him, truly, and knows he means well but she’s also sure that he hasn’t quite figured out why she seems out of sorts.  

    ❝ It’s not about whether I have a right, it’s about whether I should be. ❞ She knows why he wants her there, he likes her and they’ve had a good time each time he’s taken her out but a handful of evenings doesn’t mean she thinks she should be brought along to these things. It feels like they’ve taken a step she hadn’t realized they were so close to making ( she doesn’t mind, it’s just the surprise of it but that’s what war brings she supposes ).  ❝ Please tell me you understand. ❞