(So.. Hum.. I thought that by making my favorite canon character, I’d have so much fun writing as him. I thought that it’d be easier as it’s not an OC or a female character for me to write as often as I want. But it just seems that it doesn’t work. Or that the fandom is way too selective to give me a chance to succeed as Thorin Oakenshield. Roleplaying doesn’t seem like fun anymore. It seems like a contest to know who’s the best character around. I’m discouraged, I won’t lie. And I think that it marks the end of almost 3 years of experience in the Tolkien universe on Tumblr. Which is heartbreaking to me.)













