#notlovingthis

[pebbles0017]

#day . . . . . . . . . . . #425 #SEA #puppiesofinstagram #happy #halloween #cas #castiel #bananasplit and that black #omen #devil that lingers around— #petsofinstagram #petsofig #petsofinsta #puppyissues #notlovingit #notlovingthis — waiting patiently - that face she gave me when I put her costume like #fu #mum #🤣

[krisunchecked]

Day 2

Ugh - I feel crappy. I wanted a cigarette so bad earlier. I'm sweating like whore in church. I have no desire to do anything. 

As this is my millionth try I'm using Zyban (tried Chantix before - no go), and patches. I made it yesterday without a patch but I had to put one on today.

I must be one weak ass bitch to need so much help to quit. And in the end I wonder if it will be worth all the headaches and blah blah blah. I know I just have to get past this whatever I'm feeling right now. 

Hopefully I can.

[etoiles-qui-brillent]

fucking thank god last gym comp tomorrow wish today was the last fever and gym do not combine well #zonedoutonthematoops

[meowkatiemeow]

This tattoo is a painful one still