#null vent

[kibblekorn]

I might start blocking people freely now or later because sometimes I feel like I have to hide parts of myself from certain people. It's draining, not to mention overwhelming trying to impress someone. Anyone actually. That's why I blocked unfairness from one of my accounts, I felt like I couldn't be who I identified as around them and their rules were weirdly specific. To me at least? I respect their boundaries and everything of course! But sometimes they even made ME a little uncomfortable (๑•́︿•̀๑)

[kibblekorn]

Uh so it turns out we might've been doing some things for a sense of validation and uh..that's really bad

[kibblekorn]

I know it's late but Uh a little vent

I genuinely don't think I can truly enjoy what I like/do anymore because I've grown so insecure of what people may think and how it could affect my 'social status'. It's so bad that I don't even think I'm doing things for myself anymore, I'm like a robot just following orders of what people say I should do.

(Sorry about this post but I had to get this off my chest.)

[kibblekorn]

(CW? Tiny little vent)

I wish I could actually tell people what's the problem and how I'm feeling, but it always comes out as such a mess like multiple people are trying to talk in one person 。ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ。

[kibblekorn]

I feel like I am less safe by the day, everyone is always warning me about "predators" and other people online and I now I don't feel safe around anyone,,

[nullb1rdbones]

bitches be like "I love you so much" and then they're the reason you're in therapy