"I can't do it anymore!" Tae @ Nyth
“Yes, yes you can!”
Nythendris took Tae’s face in her hands. Hot and wet, tears rolled over her fingers as she forced her head up.
“You think just because he’s gone, I’m going to let you give up?!” Her canines were bared, and her brows were furrowed, but it was pain, not anger that contorted her expression this way. Her heart ached. She watched fresh tears welling up in her friend’s eyes, her face twisting in misery. “Do you think he’d ever forgive me, if I let you give up? Do you think I could forgive myself?!”
Comfort wasn’t something that came easily to her. All she knew how to do was yell. To order. To demand. She had never been soft on herself in her grief, but by Elune, she wished she had; if only to be warm for her now.
“I can’t... I just can’t,” Tae pulled away from her, hands reaching to push Nyth’s away from her face. When she looked up at her again, there was desperation in her eyes. She looked frightened, but above all else, lost. “He was everything.”
Without a second thought she reached out and pulled Tae flush against her. Strong, lithe arms holding her tight. She heard a sharp inhale of shock. Then after a moment, her friend - no, her daughter - dissolved into tears in her arms. She simply squeezed her all the closer. She drew in her own rattled breath. Her face twisted as she fought back a surge of grief and pity that for a moment threatened to consume her as well. Only the need to be strong - for her sake - kept her from letting it.
"I know,” she croaked. What could she say? What could possibly make this any easier?
“But this can’t all be in vain, Tae. You have to go on, if not for yourself then for him.”
And me. Don’t make me lose you both.
okay I am very out of practice with writing so it’s short and probably sucks but UHHHH POST OGRE ARENA??? FEELS?? MAYBE? IDK IF I GOT THE TIMELINE RIGHT *THROWS UP HANDS*
@thenaaru @blencem
[musical inspo for this]







