In May, you put your jacket on my shoulders when it started to rain-
Let the droplets hit your face so mine could stay dry-
In June, you twisted the sleeves of your jacket around your finger- stumbled on-
3 syllables I’ve never heard sound more true.
In July, you lay your jacket on the floor so I could sit-
Let your arms and legs come out in goose bumps so mine could stay warm.
In August, I told you I was Pandora’s box- you don’t want to open.
In October, you placed your jacket on my knees so I’d stop shivering
Let your teeth chatter so mine could stay silent
In December, you handed me your jacket before we even left
Not understanding my words when I said I wanna know how the world feels.
In February, you gave me your jacket so I could be protected even when you weren’t there,
I just wanted to know what droplets and goose bumps and teeth chatter felt like
And what was I to do when you left, if I couldn’t remember how they felt?
In March, you wrapped the both of us in the cocoon of you jacket,
I felt the squeeze, and I knew it was too tight.
In April, I thought that made me strong.
Last May, I thought the day someone let me wear their jacket was the day everything became clear skies.
In April, I said goodbye before you finished your hello
In April, I thought that made strong.
In May, I put your jacket back on my shoulders- I forgot how hard rain fell,
Neither of our faces could stay dry.
In June, you said your head wasn’t working right, but I thought that’s why we borrowed jackets?
In June, I told myself it was summer; and who wears jackets in summer?
In June, I tried on jackets with labels I can’t remember now.
In June, I wondered how this is the same month last year I heard those 3 syllables- I wondered why I believed them?
In June, I wondered how long dreams last.
In August, you put your jacket on her shoulders.
In October, I watched the walls you built separating us completely set
I watch you and wonder why the ground under your feet looks so much like the ground under mine.
Now, you perform in the play of “I don’t care”
The leading roles of acting as though our scents didn’t once intertwine in the fibres of a jacket
Featuring, together never meaning you standing next to me
I’ve been reading my script. I just can’t remember my lines.
In November, the curtain hasn’t fell.
In December, I finally understand-
A second hand jacket get holes more quickly.