Apr 7
#i’m tweaking i’m tweaking oughhhhh#i don’t know what i’m gonna do when my dogs pass away#actually i know what i was gonna do but i don’t want to kms since i have my pookie and parents💔💔#oigh#i don’t know if i’d be able to handle the emotional turmoil#i’d probably relapse or sumn idk oughhhhhhhh#i definitely would#and would prolly have to be constantly watched or else i’d do some fuckass shit but my parents are deaf as hell so they can’t hear much💔#ough#oughhh#my babies#oh god#i don’t know how i’ve dealt with my rats passing away without me trying to krill meself constantly#oigghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#my babies………….#oughhhhh#scratches at my enclosure#howls#curls up with my tail between my legs#looks back at pookie sadly#🥺#🍷talks#ok i’m gonna pass out#or try to#caseoh time………….