May 29, 2024
OCD is a real bitch bc I ate a candied apple that is less than 24 hours old today (that had been refrigerated and eaten all in one go when we did take it out of the fridge) and now I’m paranoid that I’m gonna get some fatal food disease from it (bc ive heard that u can) even tho people eat candied apples all the time. and now I’m just PARANOIDDDDDD
#GOD IM SOOO#I hate having this#like I know this sounds silly and stupid but it is genuinely so exhausting#and u may be like “’Callie why did u eat the apple if it makes u nervous?’ wel bc I wanted it and it’s from Disneyland and I’ve never had-#one from there#and also why should I let my disorder stop me#but it’s so exhausting … bc it was hard to enjoy even tho it tasted so good#I feel like I wanna cry#MANNN I HATE IT HERE#tw.mental health#cal.personal