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this comes a few days late but better than none, yea? haha i'll do this ooc because if i did it ic-- well, we both know how that can turn out. so switching ji off for a moment.
alright.
it's funny, when you mentioned how we missed our friendship anniversary it was only then that i realized how much time had passed since we first began talking. it always felt as if i've known you for a long, long while. how to describe that first message other than creepy? haha thankzeus you were down with the creepiness otherwise this friendship could have ended very early.
if i may, do allow me to return the compliments. you are one of the chillest people i know here. easy to talk to and you get me. it is with a huge ass grin on my face that i look back on all of our conversations. the ones that simply kept on growing and growing until we had to devise a number system to get it (somewhat) under control. you introduced me to painters whose lives i've read up and took inspiration from.
ah butt was i somewhat a catalyst for you going back to school? that's real awesome to hear. i guess it's true, you just never know the kind of effect you have people. i'm happy to hear mine was a good one. the inspiration is mutual, of course; and do know that i've always enjoyed and respected your opinion/perspective on things though i may not have been very vocal about it. i've learned a lot from you, how you handle certain things. hell, you're one of the few people who i know i can definitely rely on. that’s tried and tested too.
this is a mess of letter.
see? everything is mutual. i love all of your muses. i'm a little biased towards two even if one of them isn't too fond of mine. hehe but why you gotta shower me with such great compliments. ah, my head's gonna explode-- my ego cannt handle this. but i am sincere whenever i say that i treat you as one of the closest confidantes i got around here. the amount of time we’ve known each other and ability to keep in touch, notwithstanding. let’s not talk for months and i know that when we do get in touch again, it’ll be as if nothing’s changed.
when the inevitable does come (drum rolls, thunder, boom boom clap) i will always look back on the great friendships i have forged. this is one of those that i'm going to look back on very, very fondly. remember that one talk? about grandparents and then you sent me a short story? that stood out in my memory for some reason. send it to me again. hehe I KID. but the feeling is a bit like that. our talks will become indelible. i just know it.
this is already so damn long. does it even make sense?
anyway, i don't know where the roads lead and i don't like looking too far ahead. in any case, thank you for the gift of friendship that you have bestowed upon me. the privilege is all mine, banana. once i sort things out, we'll be able to talk like before. well, not quite like before. catch up, talk about how life has both fucked us over and then brought us to great heights. hell to ye.
from one 2pa to another, you are a good jab.
all the luck in whatever you plan on pursuing. whatever comes your way, i know you’ll have your own special way of dealing with it. my ask remains open, however, for anything you might want to get out of your system.
good vibes, always!