#out of this hell

[kingdom-of-nothing]

I just dropped my first college class ever, bye bye film! 

[cruderford]

Enrollment today for the last (hopefully) semester of my college life.

[yourstrulydollface-blog]

out of this hell <3 <3 <3

a constant flow of tears,

in attempt to resolve these fears,

your words offer little to calm me,

in fact all they do is harm me.

continuing on with your day,

because now your permitted to play,

i am trapped in my heart

wondering why you want to part.

i struggle to gather myself,

pull myself out of this hell,

you ease through the nights,

my muffled sobs, i try to keep quiet.

your excuses filling my ears,

confirming my many fears,

the truths fill my heart

thus tearing it apart.

a cast for your heart, i aided,

now healed and no longer needed

i love, and cry for you,

hoping deep down you hurt too.