#out.of.chocolate

[jvlias]

Starting saturday december 17th, I won’t be able to come on as often as I usually do. It will get busier at my job and I will get more shifts because of that, and I will mostly work, then come back exhausted. Knowing myself I won’t want to roleplay being tired and if I get a day off, I’ll be sleeping lol. So I will probably not be there a lot during the holidays, and I will get back on more often next year (at the start of january duh). 

[jvlias]

Just wanted to say, I’m not being inactive because I want to but mostly because things happened and I was supposed to come back around the week-end, but life decided I should be sick for the entire week-end, I’m still resting and trying to get better so I am really sorry ;;

So the people I was roleplaying with : watercolorstar, jxniel, plznxn, yseungx, tiegris & ximpvlsive, I will reply to you as soon as I feel better, so around the week, m’kay? 

Also lxvria and alecchi, memoirv and also alicewhvte , let’s have a plot going on pretty soon, yes please? 

[jvlias]

I’m kind of sad cause I’ve noticed how clingy I can be with my roleplay partners, and it makes me feel bad about it. I feel bad for myself as well cause when I am being clingy, i don’t have bad intentions, especially with roleplay partners...if I’m being clingy it means I appreciate them a lot and I am motivated with our roleplay. But instead of letting me being clingy too much, people should tell me so I can correct my behaviour. But yeah, I do feel really bad cause being clingy makes me do other stuff if i get too clingy, such as guil-tripping, or making them feel bad. 

I just hate to realize I’m being that way, but I just can’t hide it. I’m very sensitive person, and since I didn’t take care of myself until now, I become that kind of person. I am working hard on myself okay?  I really don’t want to play the victim, I think I’ve hurted too much people to do that. But if anyone I’ve been too clingy to, just know that I am sorry. I’m not expecting anyone to forgive me, or give me another chance. But I’ll work hard on myself. 

This is honestly feeling really good to let this out. Don’t mind me.

[jvlias]

Extended hiatus.

Okay so my muse told the one she liked that she wants them to be friend for this reason : she realized she wasn't putting her daughter first any more and that is a big problem. 

I will be honest, I am honestly not fan of depressive stuff so for now I will just take a break from this account and let days pass for a while, and to me it will do as if my muse is getting better. I know it can seem stupid, but yeah, I've got bad experiences from the past with depressive muse and since this muse is my favourite I don't want to make it bad for both her and me. Because of that decision I will be dropping all the threads I have on here for now. But I am going to keep the usernames of those I was roleplaying with and I will come back to you once I am back on this account. 

If you want to join me, this is my aim : iamaudino I might also roleplay on aim with Julia, since it's way more easier for me, though It will only be for nice stuff such as fluffy hehe. 

[jvlias]

notice to the people interacting with julia :

[jvlias]

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[jvlias]

hiatus notice

due to personal reasons, I’ll have to put this account on hiatus for a while. I promise to come back and get to all these plots. I can't promise for how much time I'll be gone.

[jvlias]

Like for a starter in your askbox~~ I usually try to read the about page of the muse I make a starter for and I try to make a starter that fits both of our muses!