#outcuts

[veone]

I have vague memories of wanting to runway a lot as a child but there was nothing but ocean and the woods between me. 

[veone]

i spend a lot time on that beach.

first time i went i didn’t really hear it.

the ocean,

 as loud 

and overpowering as it is.

too distracted. 

anxious.

I wanted to throw up.

and maybe 

disappear