i do believe i had a similar relationship to december holiday as to chara dreemurr, i.e., a young child with a strong connection to a world they were separated from who shared both my space and my sadness. i really did love them—if you’re tagging this chara love, i hope you will find a moment to laugh or smile at that. i was separated from my two sons when they were just children, too. i’ve always liked children. i could not give them everything, or even really much, but i would tell them about my studies and we would look at constellations and try to watch the world below. they both had freckles. i remember chara closing their eyes and sleeping against me a few months after they first passed. i remember dess trying to count the stars in my cloak before she realized it was ever-changing. sigh… how i wish outerrune was a more popular au (even outertale itself is not all that popular) in the hopes that i might find sourcemates! - outertale/outerrune gaster #🌌🔬
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