#oz emotions

[anotherrockwinter]

i love it when i join my friends and they KNOW i joined but continue to do their own thing as if i never joined them. i stand there at spawn waiting for them to approach me because im antisocial and scared to walk up to them and say hi n that stuffs but they dont even care. it makes me feel like im not even a friend to them anymore.

[anotherrockwinter]

genuinely, i should start listening to this voice in my head some more

[anotherrockwinter]

is it so wrong to like someone and ignore the rumors and controversy simply because they make you happy🫩

[anotherrockwinter]

genuinely thinking negatively right now im venting to no one because no one will listen i hate envy and jealousy

[anotherrockwinter]

i hate it when you say “oh id rather stay up all night with you if thag makes you feel better!!” bjt then you go ahead and ghost me anyways

talking to you everyday is unhealthy, but not talking to you at all makes me encouraged to kms

(nbh)

[anotherrockwinter]

when you miss someone so bad you genuinely start crying all day

[anotherrockwinter]

i hate being a small artist and i hate seeing my art around other very obvious better pieces of art that many people love a lot more than my bullshit

it gets me sad, it gets me unmotivated and thinking im not good enough to be liked. even the pieces i put effort in doesnt get much attention and its

sad.

my socials ised to blow up in terms of activity but the past long weeks all my shit has been dry and absolutely no activity no matter what art ive been posting. it motivates me to stop trying

[anotherrockwinter]

dude im really fucking tired of you looking like youre guilt tripping me because you love me and want to date me again

honey i cant mentally handle relationships right now

/dir (nbh)