#p update

[secret-thoughts-and-rainbows]

I have never felt so lonely before in my life... I wish I could tell you how I feel. I’m scared of the rejection. I’m scared you’ll laugh in my face. But I’m mostly scared that I’ll hurt you. So I’m hurting myself instead by not saying anything. This is my sacrifice. I hope that one day I’ll be able to tell you all of this. I hope you’re happy. But I wish I was the one making you happy.

[secret-thoughts-and-rainbows]

I got pissed and ruined Christmas!

That’s a whole story time I might tell you about sometime... Anyway, I got pissed, ruined Christmas and it’s all P’s fault!😩

[morningx]

today i'm starting my "diet" again. I might be posting some just to keep myself in check.