#padosi

[stylinsuns]

Alsooo so sorry forget to say I’m veryy excited to read your fic! Tell me about it!!!

psh you don't have to be sorry what even!! yeah no it's going well after a long time finally. just got up last night at 2 a.m. and rewrote an entire scene suddenly and im feeling good about it no jinxes pls god pls.

[stylinsuns]

Hii OMG where do i began so much has happened since last time we’ve talked and at the same time it feels like nothing has changed at all not like about anything specific but just life in general. I have been in a funk for no reason at all for the last month, spend a month of summer vacations at home but a few weeks ago started going out with my family after my mother forced me loll and I’ve been hanging out with my friends so I’m much better now!

I’m so glad you’re okay. Don’t worry about the future i mean its easier said than done but as a wise man once said have faith in the future i’m sure it’ll all worked out in the end. Job market is shit rn and it sucks constantly being taunted I’m sooo sorry :(. I’m graduating next year and I’m already dreading not being able to find a job and no longer going to uni to escape from home. Currently I’m slaving at a law firm for free ugh i hate unpaid internships 😭should be illegal.

I miss 2010s life was so much easier when we were teens.

Anddd how could i forget youu i’d never babe!!

you know in a weird sense i can also really relate with that first line. i feel like a whole new person and also not.

can't gauge what context supplies the meaning of you being in a funk but anyway glad you got to feeling better. good friends are almost as good as a chai on a rainy day if not better :)) at least in my opinion

thank youu 🥺 that's really reassuring to hear (read) amidst the current chaos of my head and heart and yesss that break after uni with no job will be really hard to not get restless within :<( but it's still good that you've got an internship going even if it's unpaid {law usually is just slavery} as you'll find the transition smoother then and have something to build from on your resume. god knows i had taken my uni days to escape from the real™ world and not gain experience™ instead and it really came to bite me in the ass in its due course aaaah the real world really does suck monica was right but I don't love it at all

oh the 2010s 😮‍💨 shah rukh khan movies and school drama and the greatest pressure being that of whatever semester exams were going on. what a time what a time what a time

well i'm most relieved to know that thank you very very much i couldn't ever forget you either just to be sure again <3!!

[stylinsuns]

Hii your long lost neighbour anon I’ve been sending you anons but i think they r getting lost in your inbox pr maybe you haven’t had time to answer. If you get this HIII i have missed you🩵

aaaah no the last one was definitely the first one I'd gotten from you in ages!!! tumblr is bitchily trying to keep us apart!!!!! and yayHELLOOOOO MISSED YOU TOOOOOO🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

[stylinsuns]

Heyy!!! Dunno if u still remember me but I’m the neighbour anon (sounds like a codename lol). I kinda abandoned Tumblr so haven’t been on here. Today i just randomly remember you and missed talking to you😭. Seriously now that I’m writing to you I realised how much i missed you. Its been so long!!! How have you been??? I hope u haven’t forgotten me i’d be crushed 😩

heeeeey a little too late answering this very sincerest apologies but I COULD NEVER FORGET YOU!!!! infact you were my first thought when i returned from my year long hiatus some time back OFCOURSE I REMEMBER YOU!!!!!!!

also i get that, i was gone so long and i missed so many things but now im back (slightly less actively) and as annoying as ever! i missed talking to you and knowing about your little details too 🥹 it really has been very long. i thought you might have forgotten me actually but very relieved to be proven wrong for once 🩷‼️

I've been fine thank you very much, in the throes of unemployment and its attached taunts from the mother and beloved family but still fine. kind of tensed about the imminent future but it's still fine. editing my little (188k words long so far) wip fic, reading some romance some poetry, making foamy coffee on the regular to have some kind of constancy, crying to hozier every once in a life, the usual ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

how have you beeen???? i want to know everything you can tell and in as much detail as possible please fill my tumblr with colour, dearest padosi, your friend from across the borders is very desperately counting on it 💎🩷

[stylinsuns]

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[stylinsuns]

Hii!! Your neighbour anon! Are you watching cricket rn? Thank god I’m not a sports girlie used to be but not anymore i don’t think i have enough patience or energy to sit through the whole match only to get disappointed in the end, my sister on the other hand tho doesn’t skip a single match (last time you asked me if i watch ipl so…) still even I can’t resist a match between india and pakistan you know how it is lol. I Love how you yelled at me in rainbow for not liking daal chawal but in my defence i was in hostel when i was in little and that’s where my hate for daal chawal came from cuz they gave us daal TWICE A WEEK!! HOW IS THAT FAIR?!?! And oh i just remembered you had exams too right? How did they go? Surprise, happy or disappointed with the results? And how are you doing in general? I’m sooo sorry i replied soo late was busy celebrating eid and haven’t been on my phone much. ANDD thanks for the rose💕 here have som in return💐💐💐💐

hellooooo omg finally!!! how've you been? it's been a while so happy to see you in my inbox again<3

yes i've been watching cricket but only to catch the score once in a while, not that big a fan of test cricket :/ and india's anyway doing shit lol so no hopes. what do you mean DISAPPOINTED IN THE END?!!?! the match is always fun and thrilling and a riiide all the way through. i've even loved watching my teams lose sometimes because the other team was just so good but i get not everyone would be as interested of course. but good for your sister tho!! did she enjoy watching csk win this time tho because it was quite a celebration here EMOJI also yeah india-pakistan matches are no doubt entertainment, entertainment, entertainment. never a relaxed muscle during those 2½ or so hours. bro we have daal chawal at my house more than twice a week it is complete torture but it is still somehow the first thing i miss when away from home :') so NO. you don't get to complain EMOJI. and oh god disappointed, definitely disappointed with the results i never want to sit for an exam again but also i will have to life is a bitch and it hates me. and please, you never have to be sorry for being late or too late or anything ever. there are no deadlines here. dial in anytime you want <3 even more when it's eid, so glad you took proper time away from everything to celebrate it properly. also where's my eidi EMOTICON

thank you for the flowers<3!!! that reminds me HAPPY PRIDE!!!! here's a lot more rainbows on that note and hope you have a lovely, warm, colourful june ahead

[stylinsuns]

Hiii!!! Your neighbour anon. I’m soooo sorry for responding this lateee (that sounds so formal lol) but i had exams and yesterday was last so now I’m finally free. Whoever decided it was a good to take exams during ramzan i hope they burn in hell. Anywayy I’ll come back tomorrow and reply you properly (sorry I’m soo tired), rn i just wanted to let you know that i saw your msg and it made my day ❤️ oh and also that i hate daal chawal.

hiiiiii hellooo!! happy eid ka chaand mubarak<3!!!

ohmygod i am so happy for you exams do suck the life out of you so glad you're out of the torture chambers too no matter how momentarily. hope you're enjoying your freedom down to every last drip of it :) don't know how you even managed to pull through a whole set of days of intense studying&preparing WHILE ramzaan, i too hope they burn in hell cheers.

take your time<3 take your rest<3 take this rose🌹 they're all much much deserved and of courseeeee come back whenever!! i'm here!! i'm glad i could help to make your day better and YOULITTLEBASTARDTAKETHATBACKYOUCAN'THATEDAALCHAWALNOBODYGETSTOHATEDAALCHAWALITISBUTTHEBESTMOSTAMAZINGTHINGTOCOMEOUTOFTHISCULTURETAKETHATBACKRIGHTHISINSTANTORI'LLTAKEYOUTOCOURThopey you've had a lovely day today😊!

[stylinsuns]

Heyy! Your neighbour anon. I totally agree with you kuch logon ko jala dena chahiye. Are are you doing btw?? Are you done with exams and how did they go?? I sent an ask a few days ago but i think it got lost…

hiieee hahaha i think i made that post about my philosophy professor but i love that you agree. some feelings are just that commonly shared. i'm doing good though no exams are not done they go on until the 8th and its absolute hell and hence the pyromanic confession fksdhfjf and yes got that previous ask too veeery sorry about not answering earlier :(( hope you had a good day. got any good pranks on others/yourself this first of april? or did you just celebrate asitwas one year anniversary with a mopey icecream like me instead? i think both are great ways to spend an April 1st. anyone lovely as always hearing from you, eagerly awaiting to receive (and promptly reply to)!! also do you watch ipl or have i just laid the bed for a new debate smirky eyes emoji