#pan rambles

[thatonerandompan]

"Real mitski fans don't listen to mitski." Nah real mitski fans rawdog that shit. We take it right up the endless pit that is our emotional turmoil like real men.

[attiredpan]

Made more (part two of this )

[wayfinderships]

TODAY HAS BEEN A GOOD DAY GAMERS!!!

[pansetta]

It’s hardcoded in the life series that Grian is literally never the boogeyman and Scott is basically always the boogeyman

[panpuntastic]

I love guzma so much 🥺

[thatonerandompan]

Meichae post katseye au but it's just them reuniting after years of doing their own thing and Megan goes "You know, I used to have the biggest crush on you when we were in a group together!" (She's still deeply in love) and Yoonchae replies with "So did I." (She's moved on)

[thatonerandompan]

Whenever I write meichae, I need to put them into the blender with the highest setting. I need to lock them in a box and violently shake it.

Whenever I write maphinz I need to gently tuck them in bed with a warm blanket while softly telling them that tomorrow is going to be a wonderful day before wishing them goodnight.

[thatonerandompan]

okay so thoughts on this

one sided meichae from yoonchae, one sided meizini from megan, one sided sodani from dani, maphinz are lowk dating but manon sees sophie in sophia and lara being the bad bitch she is and serving face

Oh. Oh this is good. Come here anon, let me kiss your brain for this wonderful idea. Ok ok, let me brainstorm...

Yoonchae who's accepted the fact that she's never going to get Megan to look at her the same way she looks at Dani or make Megan smile as hard as Dani does. So she stews in her silent grief of unrequited love while also doesn't let herself fully find clarity/move on from her crush because she's always with Megan. Always allows her to play flirt or be closer than anyone else because to Yoonchae this is better than the distance that she would created between her and Megan if she had set some (much needed) boundaries between them. She'll let Megan kiss her cheek too close to her lips and let Megan linger with her hugs even if it burns because the heat is better than the coldness she'd received.

Megan wants Daniela to look at her and actually see her the way she sees Dani. But the problem is that will never happen. Dani will always see Megan as her little sister, as her best friend. And more importantly, Dani came out as straight. So even if Megan was just a little bit older and a little bit more mature Dani would still never look her way. But Megan is also desperate for attention and love herself and though Yoonchae thinks she's hiding her feelings Megan clearly sees them and indulges in having Yoonchae’s attention. Even feeding into it to keep Yoonchae from leaving.

Dani who loves Sophia quietly because she didn’t understand that her feelings for her were more than platonic until after she announced to the entire world that she's straight. And so she struggles with her internal homophobia alongside the fear of being given the title queerbaiter if she confessed her love to Sophia or tried to tell the world that she was actually bi and just hadn't figured it out yet. To add insult to injury, just as she's finally starting to accept herself and even build up the courage to confess to Sophia, Sophia and Manon reveal that they're dating. And oh how Dani is filled with so much jealousy because the world often says how much her and Manon act like twin sisters. So why did Sophia choose Manon over her? What did Manon thrive in that she lacked? Perhaps it's the fact that Manon could always lend a shoulder to Sophia and be the support she needed and Dani couldn't. And to make matters worse, ever since Manon and Sophia got together the sodani fanservice completely stopped so Dani can't even distract herself with a look of love from Sophia because they're all directed towards Manon, not her. Never her.

Manon who's still healing from the heartbreak that is Sophie rejecting her when Sophia suddenly confesses her feelings for the girl. And Manon starts dating her even though she doesn't exactly feel the same (she likes Sophia too just not as deeply) because Sophia = Sophie? It's one letter off, her coworker instead of her best friend, but it still counts right? And maybe if she stays with Sophia long enough her feelings will transfer from Sophie to Sophia, right?

And Sophia who knows Manon’s still caught up on Sophie, and honestly used this to her advantage because of how similar their names are because she'd rather be a stand in then not be with Manon at all. Besides, Manon is actually making an effort to return Sophia’s love so it will all work out in the end right? It must, so she'll ignore when Manon mumbles 'Sophie' instead of 'Sophia' when they kiss.

"Lara being the bad bitch she is and serving face" I'm cracking up 🤣 as she should honestly. Lara being the rich unbothered queer aunt while the rest of the family is in shambles.

Lara calling Rhea the next day like "Rhea pick me up, this group is nothing but a giant cluster of bisexual disasters!"