#pantalone selfship

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As for me myslef and I the nicknames lone would use on me (and friends and family) would annushka and anechka

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kissing and hand holding during sex

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I feel like 99times out of 100 antalone could become toxic very very quickly and in someone ways it is, even their 2nd/kinda first meeting is a bit shady but they just choose not to be

They choose to be good to one another but they could both become very hurtful to eachother quick

Pantalone is ofc pantalone but anny when she gets upset or frustrated will resort to violence in a way like a cornered animal

She will throw things, she will yell, she will slam doors and break things. Fenya will be cold and condescending, talking down to people. Which in arguments, only makes it worse

So point is, is that they choose to be good otherwise the relationship would end up quite abusive for both

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the second meeting was incredibly awkward

He basically invited himself to the family's city residence and invited them all to sit with him in their own parlor with him so that he could observe and maybe even talk to anny. Ofc he did this with much more tact but this is the basica of how it went

It did take figuring out who her father was first but once he did he had to see her. At first he didn't recognize her because she looked different. Her dress was simpler and her hair was curled around her head and no jewelery or makeup

He had expected her not to look exactly the same as that night but the way her hair was styled and even the way she was dressed was different but when she smiled he recognized it immediately. The official reason was trying to strengthen ties between the tsaritsas side and everyone else's and decided to start with them

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when I wake up I actually pout a little

Especially if im in the light then its a lot more than a little

Pantalone finds this quite cute when he has the time

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I do like the nickname fedya,feofanya feyofanushka the most

I think fedya(or even fenya) is my favorite

Basically I like most of the nicknames you can give him

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(I dont want a boy ever even in fiction i only made him cause he needs an heir and a spare and it felt right being a boy )

Im gonna make myslef a family too

Baby 1 is a girl obvs and her name will be Margaret?

Baby 2 is a boy ig? He might get a name idc

Baby 3 is just a bunch of dogs and cats and ponies and bunnies and whatever animal I find

The nursery is pink and we painting just like a teeny tiny square ourselves so that we can say we did it with those beautiful cribs (that we are gonna pretend are safe for babies in this world) with very ornate lace curtains and dark maroon velvet curtains behind them for when the baby sleeps

The second baby gets the same nursery no change cause idc i jsut need a second kid for an heir I dont even know its name its just gonna be there

Margaret my beloved first child and the other one

(Can't going into details about how'd raise + my opinions on children irl which is very unorthodox)

To get the big stuff outa the way in both irl and here id only have children if I wouldn't be doing the raising, I want children the way thats children want pets (yes ik thats bad but I want them but since I cant and won't be a mom I babysit cause ik id be a shit mom and im not putting a kid through that😭)

The kids would be with nannies more often then not but id still spend time with them, mostly as babies

I would oversee their education and social lives and make sure they are raised properly with manners but also are secluded enough from public eye that they get to do normal things

We do have the weekends just for family so the nannies have those 2 days off

Those weekends are often spent just all hanging about the house, having meals together. Depending on the weather we do somethung out. In the summer we go to the lake and occasionally invite some friends

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feo sounds like Theo

Boom moanable name alert