#papi talks

[papiblackhat]

I think i’ve been pretty disappointed recently with myself especially when it comes to my art. And there was been Some Things that happened that just kinda deepened that disappointment for me. I’ve been really frustrated so here’s a some vent art. 

[waffle-walks]

GIVE ME LANCE DIMPLES OR GIVE ME D E A TH 

[papiblackhat]

i was art blocked and drew this tiny little black hat :') am thinking of putting it up on redbubble as a sticker :0 what do you guys think?

[papiblackhat]

saw someone on campus with villainous stickers on their laptop today :0 I've never met anyone else who likes the show here so i had to stop and chat with them owo

[papiblackhat]

also lmfao i earlier i was working on a paperhat drawing for a request and the way i drew BH seemed off but i couldn't pin point why. it just felt generally w r o n g. then (after like 5 minutes) i realized..,., i drew him with 2 eyes... no monocle

[papiblackhat]

@nightfurmoon @imshionchat you guys are so sweet and supportive and you have no idea how much I treasured reading this when I wasn’t feeling so great <3 <3 <3 

[papiblackhat]

@ectotoxic u right. i think i got caught up in trying to draw continuously and having everything look up to my self-imposed standards, and when i failed at it, i just kinda took it as an opportunity to be even harder on myself. 

Iil reminders to be aware of this stuff are useful every now and then :]

[papiblackhat]

i wanna post nsfw but idk if i should do it here or on a blog specifically for nsfw owo