How the fuck am I gonna go to college if I can’t even go to the college I want.

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How the fuck am I gonna go to college if I can’t even go to the college I want.
I miss Charly but my mom won't let me city drive and they have very inconveniently placed themselves in a city. The struggle is very real. I need more Charly in my life.
Don't you just wish you were little again??
Soo..this week can just go to hell.First,my boyfriend gets grounded and can't have ANY contact with me for only God knows when on our 10 month anniversary!Like who fucking does that?Just because his parents found out what we have been up to.FUCKK.I haven't rode for almost two weeks,i have 2 tests tomorrow i didnt study for,im tired as hell,im not staying positive,basketball starts in less than a month & im not ready for it,my dads disappointed in me,my moms too busy with her fiance for me,people are start rumors about me that's none of their fucking buisness,my best friends sick of me being so negative,im trying to stop but it doesnt come in .25 seconds,my hairs a mess,i dont get up to impress anyone anymore,no make up anymore,zits everywhere that just keep building up from all this damn stress,its getting colder,its getting dark at 6:30 already,i have no one to talk to,damn sluts keep bein sluts,i got my period this morning,i feel like im not spending enough time with Vandy,all i wanna do is sleep,its too windy & cold to even come in contact with half the horses outside,and last of all..cried myself to sleep for the past couple nights.I know people have worse lives than me,but you know what?In my world,its just as bad.From being a spoiled little bitch,to 'gotta work to take a shit'.It seems exactly like that.This is officially the first time ive ever really posted about my horrible life.I know that no one cares about me,and yeah i understand.It's hard to like me anyways..but i guess im fine all by myself.My ipod full of country music & sad t.swift songs is what's been goin on.Oh & did i mention i miss those goodmorning texts & the constant i love you's?Well now i did.. -Tay♥
HIGH SCHOOL SUCKSS
I wish I was a bird so that I could fly into a ceiling fan right now.
Actually, if I were a bird, I wouldn't be failing at life right now.
Then maybe I wouldn't want to fly into the ceiling fan.
Oh my God just kill me.
CHRISTMAS
All I'm specifically asking for is the new iPhone and Electric EG2 goggles. If I don't get either I'm probably going to shoot my parents in the face