#patience posting

[patienceisaqua]

Hi Cyan, I know someone named Aqua, I think you two would get along really well :)

(…Do you really think so?

..I hope you’re right. I’ve been lonely for so long. Aside from…

…

…

Who was I talking about again?

Oh, right, this Aqua person. I hope they’re doing well. I hope we meet, but I know that’s mostly wishful thinking. And besides, I haven’t even talked to anyone face first for so long, I’d probably make a fool out of myself..)

[patienceisaqua]

(…Despite everything, I still remember an old story someone told me. It wasn’t mama or papa, but someone from my old home. Maybe they were a friend? I wish remembered more so I could say for certain…

I don’t remember their face, or the way they smiled all the time, or their eyes staring unblinkingly at me. But I remember what they told me.

It was about these.. overseers. Things that saw more than we could imagine. These creatures would infest our insides, roots would grow and start moving our body like it wasn’t our own anymore like parasites. It would move forward without any hesitance, trying to find the end of a story we had no clue we were part of. And once it finds what it’s looking for? It toys with its captive. Uses everything around for all its worth, exhausting everything of its novelty. Then it digs its claws even more. Making the person infested do things they would never want to do. Defiling their heart and soul of what they truly stood for. Even the strayest of thoughts can be used against them. And once all is said and all is done? It makes them forgot. But the rot is still there.

…I actually liked that story. It was.. comforting in a strange sense.

I hope that person is okay. But either way, it’s a curious story, isn’t it?)

[patienceisaqua]

So does Patience remember Omega Flowey?

(…Who?

…

That thing had a name?

Of course I remember it! How could I forgot such an awful creature that used me and the others to kill another child? Awful thing!)

[patienceisaqua]

(..I don’t like it here, let me out, let me out, let me OUT!!

Please, I just wanna go home. Why won’t they let me go home?

…

Where is home?)

[patienceisaqua]

(…

…

I really can’t move my limbs, huh? Can’t feel much of them, either.

Why…

…

Why does this have to happen to me? What did.. what did I do to deserve this?

Is this because I..

….

I forgot again, huh. Just my luck..)

[patienceisaqua]

throws spiked pesticides at you

Uuu, what are these—OUCH!!

…Again! Again! Uee hee hee!!

(…I didn’t think things could be placed in here. Did it even land? The darkness is so big and endless..)

[patienceisaqua]

(..It feels like I’ve been walking for forever and ever, but I’m sure my feet haven’t moved since…..where are my feet? My body doesn’t feel connected to my mind… I don’t know where I am, I don’t remember who I am, who are you and why do you listen? Why am I here? Who brought me here? It’s so dark.. It’s so cold… Did I dress up appropriately for the weather? I don’t know. I don’t even remember which dress I had on that morning…. It’s so dark… Sometimes everything hurts but it’s worse whenever I feel nothing at all. It feels like I am less than whole. Like my humanity is being worn out of my very being… The glass is so cold and small.. I want to escape. I don’t think there is an escape….. I wanna go home.)

[patienceisaqua]

(…It’s so dark here…so, so cold, too…)