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[forestelfsage]

I need more pictures of jaeheexjumin like honestly I felt shippy with them on my first playthrough ever of mystic messenger

[forestelfsage]

Every guy learned tonight that if you mess with their sister they get their ass handed to them. I have never had men stand up for me like that before. My brothers stick up for me. That's where I learn where real men come from

[forestelfsage]

This guy kept hitting on me and trying to tell me how he can pleasure me so I finally told him I require commitment and don't do that sort of thing (virgin) and he walked in after failing all his cheap ass attempts (even after telling him in dating someone) and I walk by hearing him talk shit about how I don't give out and am a 22 year old virgin and I walk by, smile at all of them, and say "and I'm fucking proud of it". Like do guys really think girls should feel bad for being virgins? Like I want to wait and you don't. Ok that's no big deal. Like what the fuck is the big deal about me not wanting to have sex until I'm married?

[forestelfsage]

i’ve lost 20 followers in two days. normally this doesn’t bother me but like i’ve done literally nothing. like the only reason i’m bothered now is because i am now about to be under my last thousand goal and like there is no good reason i can think of. One or two followers yeah but 20? who the fuck is talking shit? lol

[forestelfsage]

So I was working the front alone and this older couple comes in. I was nice and friendly and very attentive like I was trained. They kept saying they couldn't believe how cute and pretty I was and I just accept their compliments and help them get their coffee and things. They were really sweet and I loved them. Well the woman comes up and asked if I was taken. I felt no reason to lie when she assumed it was male and I prepared myself when I said I had a girlfriend. She smiled and leaned over and started asking why and listened as I explained what a pansexual was and she smiled and said "I think that's a very honest way to live. I hope you two are happy!" And I just blushed and thanked her. My only thought was that though we had talked about church and things before she accepted me. There are still good people out there. It also helped me know I shouldn't let anyone make me feel like I should hide. I needed that. :3

[forestelfsage]

Mercy

I had to write a poem for my creative writing class. At first I had two old poems to rewrite but then when I sat down to write the peer review for the other poems I started writing a new one instead. This is the poem. 

“From the young girl that scream every night

Blocking out her parents' yell

She tries with all her might

To escape her own personal hell.

From the child that felt the blow

The wall, the hair, the sting, the kiss

The disgusting feeling she owe

The knowledge that she was one no one would miss.

From the preteen who sat alone

No one would even known

The tears that always shone 

 For friends she never could never own.

From the teenage girl lost in a world of hate

Each word she spoke and everything she felt

Saying “I feel great!”

Only hatred is what was dealt.

From the young woman, words sent here

The time he put her in the hospita

lThe embarrassment, the burns, the scars all clear

All she wanted was a call. 

  From the present shell in the back of the class

How many would know?

How many would care?

Her first week of school was almost her last.

To her. She screams into the sky

“MERCY,

MERCY!!

WHY CAN'T I JUST DIE!?”

Mercy to her wretched life 

Mercy to the hatred everyone will give 

Mercy from all the strife 

Mercy for the will live. 

To her mercy doesn't exist

 All she can do is wait 

burning with an undying cyst, 

wait for the light of Heaven's gate. 

Mercy.”

[forestelfsage]

I keep seeing elspethsunschampion talking with there about ships I've never even heard of or considered and I'm over here like "raltibalt tibaltnissa tibaltsorin ralnissa ralnissatibalt" I have so many crack ships it's not even funny (all are mainly because of rps though) and I love seeing the ships even those I don't care for but its fun having you people on my dash you make me smile I'm happy to move to the mtg fandom despite all the shit I get there too! <3 thank you ladysnake86 depommedeterre and cait (I can't remember URL!!!!)

[forestelfsage]

The only thing I'm dreading about afest are the Steven universe cosplayers -_- like they literally have overtaken the homestuck cosplayers. I'm even shooting for one. It wouldn't be bad if people didn't feel like you HAVE to like it or you're complete crap. Just my opinion. *gets ready for the salt*