#personal blood

[hussytongue]

Legit just talked to my homie about how I use Supernatural as a coping mechanism when I’m in a mental spiral RIGHT AFTER i said i wasnt in a mental spiral and then we laughed on my fire escape, pass the bong

[hussytongue]

Get you a bestie who tells you they love you and is grateful you were able to end the cycle of sexual abuse

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In theory, I understand who people are

[hussytongue]

Did i really accidentally stick a piece of bok choy up my fingernail when i was washing it????????! Kind of yeah, it hurts. Did liven up my chickpea mac n cheese tho

[stockgoddess]

Breakfast with mom and Donnie, now its chill time on the fire escape with half a cigarette and laundry going, and now our neighbor wants to buy his bike, woo

[not-the-scum-blog]

Lol, jfc. You know what's fucking awesome? Family.

They really know how to hit that perfect pitch in their voice so I can hear them badtalk my mother anywhere in the goddamn fucking house.

I love it. I LOVE IT. I live for this stuff...or have I just lived through this my entire life? I forget which.

And then my cousin who's, what? Been in and out of jail the passed six or so years? Says something like "black babies grow up to be black criminals" and I said "what the fuck? why do they have to be black?" and he just says "I don't know, they just really have a knack for it I guess."

It was right on the tip of the laughter that came out of my mouth to ask for a follow up, but I honestly couldn't bear what other ridiculously stupid thing came out of his mouth.

Honestly, though. I'm going to retreat back into my destiel fanfiction, say a slight thank you prayer to Jensen and Misha for creating a fun chemistry between the two of them that's fun and annoying to watch and helps with escaping reality while also making people write slightly funner times in the first place and thank you to the fic communities at large, oh

my

...gods.

[not-the-scum-blog]

I should start a new personal tag. Perhaps-

...That's so AngAng

[not-the-scum-blog]

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*sticks self in the eye with a pencil*

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but then a slightly nicer point to it is that, hey, i'm bonding with my mother, and since I'm also rewatching Gilmore Girls, I get to take in sam's character with a somewhat fresh eye and instead of an ugh you're so uninteresting, i'm here with a hey, you're a cute even though you're still uninteresting in an "I don't find you attractive either, but I still appreciate the ridiculous lines you have to say when the tone is serious" kind of attitude, and we're gonna watch Bugs next time she comes over, and omg, faaavesiiies~

it's also great watching it with another person, it helps me figure out why i'm attracted to the series even with all the problems it has, and it's nice that i'm not feeling the stupid "this is actual bullshit, right? it's not just me" thing.

I LOVE MY MOM. I bought her some charcoal for Christmas and Wizard of Oz things, and the first two seasons of Will and Grace, and she's really been helping me with some of my sad stuff lately!