You have bad social anxiety, does that extend to social media? How do you endure all this attention Infamous is getting then?
It does. I don't have any personal socials (well, mostly burner accounts since i do have internet friends i've been close with for years). I have to go and get medicated for it soon, though going to any doctor also freaks me out. so it takes a whileeee <3
The thing with Infamous is that it's not easy, and I do get overwhelmed sometimes, but the attention isn't on me, exactly, it's on the story. I think why I love writing so much is that noobdy really comes for the author lsdjdsds im not as interesting as Seven or G or Vic, and none of my questions are about me. the only thing i have to deal with is having to accept people reading my writing, which is very vulnerable but it's something you have to do if you want to share your work.
it helped that i've independently published books (under a diff name u will not find me and i wll not share it ha) and got rlly good reviews, so it grew some confidence in me to be like "ok maybe my writing doesnt actually suck the way i think it does"
honestly, this blog is a bit scarier for me than the infamous one, even if the infamous one has more eyes. since im talking about myself.
