#personal: notes

[deepikats]

I love my grandma, hahaha~

*looks at the Flashback album*

*looks at Nana's legs*

"LOOK AT THE LEGS OF THIS GIRL! DAMN!"

[deepikats]

I'm starting to feel heavily sleepy, but I refuse to go to sleep as much as it annoys me to write this journal, but it's for my own good.

April 3rd and April 4th I swear, if I could give them titles, they would be something like:

April 3rd: Baking purposes.

April 4th: Beware of the crowmen and the hyena tribes.

[deepikats]

if my bad day were an ice cream, the cancellation of Once Upon A Time In Wonderland, would be the cherry on top.

[deepikats]

Funny, the President shares our family tradition of celebrating the first day of a new month.

What a day...

Well, mom is safe and that's what reaaaaally matters. I'm just between pissed off and a bit of sad, because she had to go through what I went through, back in high school.

Throwing a random fact between me and mom: Sometimes we don't know who's raising who, or who's taking care of who.

[deepikats]

so dad called and this is what I got:

my youngest sister wanted to talk to me on her birthday but couldn't. Since she learned to speak, she always asks dad the same question "how's my sister, daddy?" - we've just seen each other once.

my young sister, who's my colleague and very good friend, is fine. I shall call her tomorrow.

dad and I might have this.... very complicated/somehow toxic relationship, but when it comes to politics, we're two gossip girls: "did you see what xxx did at the embassy?", "he's a fucking bastard."

[deepikats]

OH GOD! Just read someone about her daughter being a fan of Orange Caramel, and I remembered that my own goddaughter is a HUGE fan of them. She makes my bed a mess when she's here and Magic Girl plays.

I can't wait to show her the Catallena MV!

#ProudGodmother

[deepikats]

Just wrote 1154 words of beauty in 1 hour.

I know is too soon, but, I don't know which one of my characters I love more. I just know I'm gonna be proud of this story which I won't publish or anything, is just for me to read and enjoy... at least for now.

[deepikats]

Remind me to not hold my tears for half an hour, and then crying for straight 2 hours, and still trying to hold, while my mom lectures me. My head is kinda hurting and my chest too.

It's been a really long time, years probably, since someone saw me crying.