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I heard a loud noise when I was waking up and honestly thought the world was ending for like 30 seconds 😞😩

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uhg iv been awake for 27 hours and im not tired. i better not be manic.

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lol now is the perfect time to go on that hiatus I've been planning. I'll just fill up my queue and white out my blog tomorrow

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[re the last post sort of]

i've had to learn the hard way that i should only deal with people/organizations/etc. on a one-on-one basis and not to expect solidarity from anyone. not even other black people*. 

what little support or protection i've ever received was from other black women or non-black people so as ain't shit as most white people and non black poc are i'd honestly be completely fucked if i cut them off and i hate it lol

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[sigh] OK If you're going to be that creepy asshole who calls black women chocolate you can at least pick a decent brand. Hershey's is fucking garbage.

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Hmm I think I'm going to abandon my plan to replay every GTA game and write about it. I'm going to do that with Saints Row instead. That fandom has about 10% more sense so I might be able to get a few decent discussions out if it without it devolving into an ocean of fuckery. Maybe just a small lake.