#personalnonsense

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let me behave pathetically for one last time *unapologetically saying everyday

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horrible how you can go from putting a person on a pedestal to detesting them w tremendous verve, you start feeling negative energy belched out of them, every single thing they say or do offends you, and the thought of their presence gets on your nerves, what you hate is not the person but yourself for belittling your self, for imbuing your time and efforts in them. you are unable to stand the fact that you fooled yourself all the time, you were trying hard to make yourself qualified for some love, real consideration and regard, but watching you fail at it multiple times stabbed your existence in the worst manner. you hold yourself liable for wasting your emotions. you stop trusting yourself because what if it was for once you can push yourself into suffering again being aware of all the upshots? because you have strangled yourself once, and you can do this again. you hold yourself answerable for the tarnished reality you have been through. from adoring the smallest of the details to watching them turn into a bunch of toxicity. you loathe yourself for regaling your own being this way.

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what if we were ne'er given the choice to choose who we'd love

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having three family members seriously ill at once after losing an uncle on thanksgiving day last year is just,,,, i feel so close to breaking now, all the time. i dont really come on here too often anymore but i thought maybe typing out a bit would help. also, scrolling and reblogging like years ago made me feel p good too.

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tumblr why tell me i have a Message and then show nothing

i’m sorry if anyone did send one it’s not showing up i’m not ignoring you!!

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Internetz~

~suck right now...

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