#personalpoop

[sidnoire]

Somethings been off lately with my body.

I just feel so nauseous sometimes.

I can’t tell if it’s from my medicine or anxiety or something else wrong with me.

Half of me thinks it’s just the feeling of guilt. Holding in so much guilt for so long..

I don’t know how to get rid of it.

I can’t throw up my guilt, Can I?

I want to regurgitate my regrets and sorrow.

[bearsquish]

Story Time

So a little bit about me I love being a woman or lady or however you want to say it. When I was in seventh grade I was so upset that I hadn't gotten my period yet when all my friends had. Then during winter break I got it. At first I freaked and thought I cut myself but then it occurred to me what was happening and that is probably one of the happiest days of my life. Knowing that my body had finally changed enough to where I was no longer a girl. I was a woman.

[bearsquish]

Its kind of scary but I want to be more personal with this blog. Though no one is listening it for some reason matters. So get prepared ghosts. For my stories.

[scarewarez]

ueheheu h h local pathetic shitsack maho burns constnatly and would be fine with swift and quick death at every moment of the day

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im so sorry  to anybody i sent strange messages to last night at like 3-4 am im so sorry;;;;

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*looks at gokotai from TR* *turns and looks into space like a sitcom*

why dont i know enough japanese to play this

[scarewarez]

tfw mobile makes me put the wrong photo in that set... r.i.p

[scarewarez]

ah ill reblog more posts when im home bc typing / tagging mobile is hard