one day i will use a different template image and today is not that day. i was playing and having fun this year :3
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i tried to limit putting my MVs here and instead focus on still art, but i didn't make anything else in march i liked (plus that one is really cute and i'm happy/proud that i finally drew that scene in wanderers!)
other than that. oops! all irkens! flipp crashed into my house and forced me to draw them nonstop. i don't know how this happened. this reminds me of something i said, one second...
90 percent of this has been proven UNTRUE and thats so funny to me. LMAO. i will be doing more skssshbbq for the foreseeable future. sorry ely
what other comments... oh! i uh. theres a big uptick of yaoi here too. i tried to limit it. i really did. but i drew them nonstop all year. june and november would've been yaoi before i stopped myself. that june ir-7620 completely changed the way i shaded so it takes precedent, and the november one is personal so i replaced it with a wip i liked :)
artfight months were hard to choose in particular... so many cool things i did and so many cool ocs... if i could paste all my AF art here i would... using mush bc i think that one is pretty in particular :)
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i never made a 2022 art summary huh. here it is! all of them except may are iz/ely things LMAO...
theres honestly a certain kind of charm from my art from 2022.... i feel like there's something lacking in my rendering now and i can't place my finger on it... maybe its the add layers? or maybe its just me :Vc who knows!! all i know is that im having fun ^_^
because i realized i had a ramble tag and that i dont want to keep all of my oc rambles on toyhou.se and discord (and i also miss yapping on tumblr...)
yeah! sploo-khi used to have a III appended after his name, to show that he was the third iteration of the "sploo-khi identity," but i wanted something more personal and fun to write so i didn't stick with that.
i've been saving posting this ramble because i wanted to draw that, but i really don't think i'll get around to it so you can have the discord rambles.
this scrapped backstory is part of the reason why this art has the words "connection lost" on him, while also emphasizing his image (his barbecue fork!) but honestly, this still applies to CURRENT canon.
after all, sploo-khi records hologram recordings of himself to play during pit fights. this "virtual" aspect of him still exists, he's just an actual person now (and i can do much more interesting things with Reflections Of The Ego and shit with him, which has been really fun.)
and also, sploo-khi has this whole peculiarity with computerization in his story, too. he's very particular about not having any irken brain automation in his systems, not even budging on small things that can be automated like his gift shops. i wonder why that is. explaining why would be spoilers :3c
I ALSO REALIZED I DON'T WANT THIS RAMBLE TO BE BURIED ON HIS TOYHOUSE TRIVIA PAGE. EDITING THIS HERE AS WELL.
idk maybe you should've tried harder and then you could've become an invader. /j
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i've been reorganizing flipp's backstory before the steakhouse, and i think i'm solidifying them as an elite-in-training aspiring to become an invader (not particularly because they WANT to, but it's what everyone around them wants + would praise them for...)
they only got so far because a lot of fellow soldiers and affluent commanders thought their eagerness to assist was endearing and kept them around. other than that their abilities are pretty average, and absolutely CANNOT be assertive or sneaky. their combat abilities only just barely passed, it was NOT an impressive display.
(the test gives them a bit of an identity crisis. they realize they don't know what they like outside of "being helpful." that's why the service drone comment pangs so much. they're a soldier, not a drone. right..?)
anyway. flipp does eventually pass their final test. they saw it as their escape from food service hell. unfortunately, a certain grill-lord doesn't like the idea of losing an employee... i might make a thing for that soon :3
pre-steakhouse flipp looks so skeebo 😭😭 eyes so full of hope... oh how the time flies...
oog i keep forgetting to post here,,, i did a really big oc x canon promptlist on my alt twitter acc like, last year, and i like the stuff i did for it so im posting it here :3
day 1: dancing
needed to draw this for the fic where they dance at prom and a destroyed universe respectively ^_^
day 2: stargazing. the thumbnail image at the top :D
day 3: phone call
day 4: (not so) sneaky glances
ely sits inbetween these two in class. they have to deal with them staring daggers at each other. very stressful sorry ely </3 here's the doodle from like 2019 that made me wanna draw this
also like there's this moment in the fic where eadr is watching mysterious mysteries together and..... HSHSBDHSHDGDHDHS
day 5: "i'm proud of you"
THESE TWO NEED VALIDATION SO BAD RAGHHH don't @ me about the lighting on zim IK ITS REVERSED,,,
day 6: music/playlist. i didn't make any art for this but i did show off my playlists for zaeadr :D i will not elaborate here bc I Don't Feel Like It.
day 7: whispers
this is actually a redraw... :3c specieswap eadr! so cute :)
day 8: closeness
ok i didnt actually make any new art for this i just posted two old ones from 2021 LOL
day 9: protectiveness (CW blood)
dib and zim r dangerous to have as love interests come on ely 😔
day 10: "how was your day" (CW blood as well)
ely needs to tell him to stop tracking blood into the house.....
day 11: one wish
WOW something NOT ely related?! anyways ana and ad's whole love arc is kinda like... they both have responsibilities and unrequited feelings. moreso than my other oc x canon pairings. i think them a lot
day 12: matching accessories
cove jumpscare. IDK I WAS THINKING ABOUT THE MATCHING KEYCHAINS HE BUYS FOR MC... this is reiner btw i was playing as xim in my like 3rd playthrough >_< xe's fond of spoiling him with gifts, more than my other mcs...
day 13: nightmare
it took me 13 days to break and make sans x shelby art SJWKDJWJ anyway. shelby doesn't meet him pre-corruption but whatever i think they're cute
day 14: makeup
I HATE THIS DRAWING RAAAA but ely likes asking to do his nails ^_^ even tho theyre terrible at it but he doesnt mind :3c
day 15: "you are my happiness"
ok uhh my bad this isn't oc x canon LOL. but... erfi and ana... have a lot of angst like halfway/early in their arc bc erfi sees her as a beacon of light/savior, especially due to her current relationship with the ppl in her life.................... they get better dw!!! ad goes through a similar arc so i think that was how i tied it into the oc x canon promptlist LMAO
day 16: indirect kiss
SODA BOTTLE... IF YOU KNOW YOU KNOW. i've talked about this scene in the fic NON STOP to my close friends.... its when dib realizes he has a crush on ely...... i drew this like in 2021 SHWJSJW
day 17: morning cuddles
SORRY i just think it's a super funny possibility that zim becomes domestic. idc if it's out of character thats why its funny U_U!!
oh and uhm yea i have a fankid 4 these guys... have i talked abt her... i dont think i have... but ive drawn her a lot... maybe ill post more art abt her later...
day 18: photoshoot
uhhhmmm im gonna crop this for my tumblr.... yea.... anyways i love the possibility that when they're adults they become super popular, like in dib's wonderful life of doom X)
day 19: voicemail. THAT ONE THING I POSTED!! yes it was a shelby x error thing. i was listening to pick up the phone by fir at the time, which like, its not the errorshelby dynamic at all they're not toxic, but. the vibes... in the fic after shelby leaves the anti void he has a massive crisis... thats what the drawing is...
day 20: "what happened to you"
BRO I HAVE SO MANY IMAGES RELATED TO THIS FOR ANA AND ADAMAÏ... the images explain everything idc read them instead
day 22/23: hand made gift, late night drive
ummmm sooooo theres this chapter in the fic where they go to an echo flower field on the surface at night........ this is that.... DIES
that last one i never posted on twitter :0c and uhm thats all i did of the 30 day promptlist! it was fun! i got to draw so much... yay :3 thats all. explodes in embarrassment
LMAO so i’ve been doodling this shooting star arcade scenario for months now (its very obvious by ely’s hair progression) and i just wrapped it up. dumping the doodles here
they get cotton candy!!!! it is cute
also they attempt to finesse a claw machine and fail </3
gaz doesn’t get them any prizes <3 good for her! she and tak are the only ones who get tickets on arcade trips, bc ely is too busy getting records on guitar hero and ddr and zim + dib are just kind of stupid
speaking of which! zim cheats at ddr and still loses every level
ely should know getting those two in an enclosed space is a bad idea </3
anyways ultimately zim burns the place down and they get banned city-wide. surprisingly it took them multiple arcade trips for this to happen
i have one more piece of art for this. but it is cringe and i am putting it in the fic and not posting it anywhere else. ok bye
misc little ramb about skssshbbq development hell‼️ (about developing the restaurant itself, plus sploo-khi and flipp things)
designing skssshbbq stuff is SO HARD. what do you MEAN i have to worldbuild. this SUCKS (its so fun but so much work.)
im fighting for my LIFE over here man. im so insistent on keeping sploo-khi's color palette plastered all over the restaurant and other related imagery because he's SUPER self absorbed and you know he'd do that and force people to think it looks good 😭 logo design is hard.
im value mapping my concept art rn! colors TO BE ADDED LATER... i have to plan out the colors now cuz if i dont all my skssshbbq art will be inconsistent and ill HATE myself for it LOL (but this also means i havent been able to make rendered pieces for it 💔💔) SOON HOPEFULLY!!
i worry that i draw flipp and sploo-khi too much together but i cant help it... theyre so fun to draw together!! but i feel like it goes against what the whole story is about! flipp does not have equal power to sploo-khi, and sploo-khi doesn't rly care abt flipp!!! so it feels like i'm making the conflict seem much more focused on mad employee vs boss rather than employee stuck and jaded by the system... but then i realize im overthinking this and no one will think that LOL. i love stories guys.
ah and. i've been worried about my depiction of sploo-khi. i've elaborated on it on his toyhouse page for now. eventually i'm gonna replace it with a theme which'll make these thoughts less visible, so i'm placing a screenie here for posterity.
OH AND. here's the end of my twitter ramble about it.
yeah sorry for the long post, but i feel like these are all important to mention. skssshbbq has a ton of complex topics anyway and i worry abt ppl misinterpreting me or me making a misstep somewhere <_< so i'm hesistant to share things abt it... well!! communication is important so tell me if that happens!!!
EDIT: okay i am less worried abt it bc i asked my friends abt this and they brought up some really interesting narrative points + things i didn't even think about. thanks guys!
ugh ok that poll i reblogged made me listen to UUFO again and i didnt realize it's been like a few months since i listened to it in full FKKEDN (ok this got long so it's under a cut now)
every song ive just been going "OMG I LOVE THIS SONG" DJAKDJEK IM NORMAL IM NORMAL
i know its cringe to like a camellia album this much but uufo is like. a culmination of a LOT of the things i like, and all of camellias experience leading up to that point yk.. and so much love and effort went into it from so many different people.. auuuughhh
every part of the album comes together... i LOVE albums with a theme and this one is PARANORMAL OCCURENCES and URBAN LEGENDS and shit ITS EVERYTHING I LOVE!! the different pieces of album art... ufo girl... wauuuu wauuuu cries sobs
idc if its uncritical and cringe to love every song i do what i want. i dont rly care abt if a song is structurally good as long as it makes me happy it goes hard (and all of them make me happy)
ok im gonna go to bed after doinf this but heres a few tracks i want to ramble abt (i wish i could do all of the tracks but i wont (FOR NOW...))
for the longest time buzzbox was my favorite song LOL. it was one of my first songs on the album and the russian bass/hardcore mix is just SO good. idk why i liked it so much honestly, its not rly what i LISTEN to yk. i have a fond memory of making my geometry teacher listen to it in 10th grade and she never let me pick a class song again. SHE LIKED EDM TOO I THOUGHT SHE'D GET IT </33
obviously ghoul is amazing. no notes. everyone loves that song.
OOPARTS IS A BONUS TRACK ON THIS ALBUM. OOPARTS. OF COURSE IT'S GOOD
speaking of the muzzle facing.. god idk. the melodic metal undertones. i LOVE a big variety in musical textures and this song just SCRATCHES my DAMN BRAIN. the part where it goes *metal guitar riff* *oingo boingo ass scratching noises* ANDJWJDJEJD IM NORMAL (at 1:37)
POLYBIUS GB IS SO GOOD. the way every section of the song builds on eachother AUGH. the final drop with the chiptune/extratone. CAMELLIA AND HIS EXTRATONEY FINAL DROPS ARE SO GOOD WAUUU WAAAA
a lot of what i feel abt polybius gb ALSO applies to final blenderman!!!! except final blenderman has WAYY more electric guitar YEAHHHH!! camellia final drops. the shift from rock guitar to chiptune melody, and an extratoneish finale,, reminds me a bit of million pp actually? haha. it miiiight be my favorite song? it outranked buzzbox a while ago but tbh this place might be slipping for like, the muzzle facing.
i actually didnt like myths you forgot as much as the other tracks when i first listened to it.. idk why? maybe bc it was a little slower? past me has no taste bc this track is so layered. and good. thanks toby fox
artcore is usually an "eh, its good" for me (i have a lot of artcore i enjoy, like fallen symphony) but #1f1e33 is different.. just felt like pointing it out (esp since this album has a longer version of it) like! i never felt BORED! every section builds! and has interesting auditory textures! lol. ig thats how u keep my attention (not that "being boring" is inherently bad ofc)
i have really fond memories of listening to microwave-proof cat in like, 10th/9th grade... sighh that song is so fun. the main melody's texture is just so bouncy. kisses it.
OKAY. DAMN. its 3. i need to go to bed. i'd love to continue rambling abt this though. maybe later.
as of right now my favorite camellia song (outside of this album) is parallel universe shifter :3c yeah, like, his most recent 7 minute song. of course its good. idk just.. it has all the things i like in it. i'd love to be able to one day make music like this song specifically. but point is, it has all of my favorite musical things.. in it. idk how to explain it. the name too. its super personal to me LOL. and the references and callbacks in the song. so tasty
ig another 8+ track edm album i like is also good evening hollowood... can you tell i love paranormal/halloween themed albums. JK LOL the songs in that album have nothing to do with that. while im talking abt t+pazolite i like ponko2 girlish too.. maybe ill dedicate a post to that if i get bored.