#pharrell 2000s

[azsdiary]

Its my birthday soon and I’m trying to have a casual dress fun party with a crazy tiered cake like the 2000s girls used to have.

I’m trying to stay above water :l nothings been the same since that second week of October. I’ve been on my knees more than ever head messed up. God’ll do it :)

Justin has such a beautiful voice. Pharell is so cool so LV so talented so awesome:)

[azsdiary]

I am so sleep deprived somebody help me I need a hug I think or a slap I can’t tell

It’s my fault for crying yesterday IN PUBLIC the 2nd time this week (first time this year) bc crying even for 5 minutes means 4 days of exhaustion after

Ooooooh

Yall this that say everything I shouldn’t say type of tiredness LORD have mercy

[azsdiary]

Mood, planning how I’m going to keep fighting even when I’m demotivated I’ll rest sometimes but get back up. I’m so fortunate to be alive. Even when I felt like dying I knew that I was lucky to have lived it was just I didn’t want to anymore. Here’s wisdom from me a year ago:

[Above: Nicki Minaj, Drake, Cassie Ventura, Pharrell Williams, Azariyah (hi), Below: Jennie Kim]

Thank you God. Thank you for the motivation for the elevator and thank you for the strength to crawl up. The elevator is definitely located in the same hotel as Smokin Aces and the hotel from Inception. But I feel like there’s a different movie on every floor and you never know which one you’ll end up on. Crawl my friends. Crawl. floor by floor.