Jul 21, 2025
The temptation to just move where nobody knows me and pull a Phoebe Cross. I feel so deeply I'm meant to be a mother and a good wife and that's all I have ever wanted. I've never had a complete passion for working or being a girl boss. I want to build a family but I have a deep fear that either medically or by happen stance I'll never be given the chance to do so.
I've never had the chance to love someone with my whole heart and I don't know what it's like to be loved by someone in that way. That coupled with chronic health issues the fear is hard to bury.
So I say lemme just pull a Phoebe instead.
But if I'm not able to be a mom... At least I can be the best auntie I can to my best friends beautiful baby 🩷