#picoproblems

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ahh i haven't felt this bad in a while

i'm so mad at myself for not going to school today because i know i could have. like i don't know why i can't just go to school and deal with it. and im also mad at myself for eating a lot today and i know about everyone that knows me in person knows that im pretty small but i haven't felt small lately and i ate a lot of crap today and i know i shouldn't have and i feel big and gross. i just feel gross and sick and i just wanna sleep forever idk

edit: and fucking great i started my period just now i am done

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my dad always upsets me and i don't want to be around him anymore

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i seriously just don't wanna go. i need to see my therapist i need to talk to someone but heyerye i can;t 

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im so upset r/n i don't know why either i just started hating myself and i

kinda of want to die again ill probably end up killing myself around age 30 so i kind of get the life experience but don't have to go through it all ebcause it sucks.

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and like?? he acts like he cares more about his gf than me

whenever i cry he usually tells me to suck it up

she was crying the other day over something and he gets all over her huggin her and touching her arm all lovingly ???!

id like that too im your daughter who is much more important than a gf you've had for like... a few months.

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i want my mom i miss her a lot i need her not my dumb dad he doesn't do shit for me

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my sides are like aching and my voice hurts and i feel sick like im gonna puke

oh my god i cannot do this i don't want to d o this

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my grandmother called me and had this serious talk with me and she said i should try to talk to other people and interact and find things that are great in life. find the beautiful things

i started crying afterwards because i know i'll probably never find anything beautiful in life except in my friends