Well my heart is breaking but at least I won't have to hang on to the hope that she likes me. I no longer have to bide my tongue when it comes to talking with Mandy. She doesn't like me. And I don't think she ever did. I was just been a hopeful idiot making a fool out of myself. This is why I lock myself away because no matter how much try I'll always be the same fat looser I've always been. I've been a complete idiot and I wouldn't blame her for never talking to me again after this. I'm so sorry.










