After the Cherry Orchard
I don’t know that I will ever love a character like I love this old Russian manservant on the verge of death. I am SO SO honored to have received 4 nominations and be award Best Death and Best Supporting Comedic character. My series on Fiers will probably come in multiple parts. I will go into the costuming, how I was able to view this as a comedy, what commentary Chekov was making with Fiers, my choices with this character, and more.
I get emotional when I think about this performance of The Cherry Orchard. I had been in one virtual performance before where I had about 10 lines and even for that I was insanely nervous. Fiers was the first time I had played any sort of substantial role in almost 10 years. I thought I had left theater behind me. Even when I decided to do this virtual performance, I was mostly doing it to support my sister and brother in law. I never ever imagined I would do this again. I will probably make another pensive post on the impact of Plague Mask Players on the lives of so many people.
For now I will just say, when I logged off the zoom call after the Cherry Orchard was done I cried for about an hour while I felt overwhelmed by the comfort of a part of myself returning. The single consistent outlet I had as a child was back. Without the competition. Without the insecurity. Without all of the baggage ANYONE who has been in theater is familiar with. It was the return of my original path to self love, but purified. It was just about how happy I was. It was just about community. It was just one virtual performance where I played an 87 year old man in front of my future close friends and fellow performers, but that one performance changed my life truly.
If you have performed with me, thank you. If you have watched me, encouraged me, or even been a part of this community without me there, thank you. You are all a part of building this incredibly safe space that I rediscovered my best self in.













