pride was fun! oh wait
you're the worst and best thing that's ever happened to me. no matter how much you hurt me i still love you. i fucking hate that i love you. i fucking HATE that you did this to me. cheating is cheating but when you're emotionally involved with someone else you can literally go fuck yourself. dont tell me you love me now when i stupidly call you every day to fix us, do the smallest shit and expect to see things get better when you were laying next to her, letting her in your fucking heart. i would've rather you fucked her than to know you really into someone else's head. i wanna hate you so bad for this. i hate myself for not saying the right things. i hate myself because if i was easily explained you would've understood me, this never would've happened. i just needed you to be there for me. i needed you so bad. i thought those days were dark, they just got way darker than i thought. i mean it when i say i'm as empty as when you found me. go call someone else baby, i tried my best here.
