#please don't rb

[bardic-inspo]

Medical CW

(Sorry for so much personal posting lately, it has been cathartic for me. Please feel free to scroll on by 💜)

Good news: The N.P. was great and all my worrying about not being taken seriously enough/ being brushed off/having to advocate hard for myself was for not. She listened, she sympathized, she understood very keenly where I'm at. We're pursuing multiple options at once and she's very available for any questions.

Not as good news: Endometriosis is now definitely the primary suspect and also can be incredibly hard to diagnose. I have a surgery consult scheduled for 4/16. I'm supposed to go to Japan near the end of May, so I'm a little nervous about how actual surgery (exploratory laparoscopy) is going to have to land timing wise. We're gonna try a progesterone-only BC pill in the meantime. I can't take anything with estrogen (I have migraines with auras) so that does limit the available options. And some folks with endo have multiple surgeries before they find it. If they do find and treat it, it can (and likely will) still reoccur at some point.

And the fertility implications are weighing real heavy on my mind. This is ultimately the result I wanted from the appointment today. I just wish I had a different body. And I've just been making sloppy, little mistakes at work because my mind is just elsewhere and I wanna blanket burrito until life just. Works itself out. 😶

[evilkitten3]

i finally decided to just add some stuff to my filtered tags list. i don't care about the discourse or whatever but that art style is like taking a cheese grater to my eyes

[bossofthebunnyuniverse]

Mew's cutest/funny moments of 2022 🐰

[void-galaxy-shenanigans]

Update as of October 28th 2022:

We’re back in therapy (/positive)!

Had to bounce from one who spoke over us, but got lucky that the second one was a good fit. We had a session today & felt good afterwards.

Hoping it gets easier from here. ☺

~Nico, Lucca, blur

[anggeese]

Sketched a smiling xiao while procrastinating from work o)-(

[myaimistrue]

my writing || my fic recs || my edits || my ao3

[bluestempigeons]

I don't like talking poorly about other pigeon breeders who are decent, but hoo boy. At some point you just have to stop supporting some people. Especially with poorly-handled concerns about racism in one of her discord servers.

[neo-shitty]

music taste game.

rules: you can usually tell a lot about a person by the type of music they listen to. put your favorite playlist on shuffle and list the first ten songs, then tag ten people! | tagged by @petrichor-han, thank you doodie!

so, i have two playlists that i constantly have on loop so i shuffled half for one and half for the other :D

double knot - stray kids

circus - stray kids

love theory - taeyong, wonstein

side effects - stray kids

ginagmingayo - billie

i drive me mad - renforshort

abcdefu (angrier) - gayle

swim - chase atlantic

sweet marie - the walters

tie a cherry - cl

it’s kinda funny to me that only one of these songs are actually in my head and the rest are just tracks that i don’t usually skip when they come on but don’t play by choice (if that makes sense lol) | tagging: @peachjaem00 @lixiesbabyhands @koishua @yyxgin @lixesque and anyone else interested :3