#please stay.

[fruitybashir]

oh wait i forgot to say. when i said careless whisper is also gonna be relevant later it was because of this by the way:

[fraagileaangel]

i go to sleep every night praying that im good enough for you. i only want you.

im so scared of the things i cant control. so i just pray you’ll keep loving me.

[dork-with-a-uke]

I'm feeling sad and I want to kill myself. What should I do?

the very very first thing that i want to tell you is : please don’t. i know things might seem bad right now and that you may feel like you have nothing to look forward to/no real reason to live but i can promise that this is all momentary. soon will come a time where you’ll be able to look back and say “whoa, i’ve come this far. i’m not 100% happy yet but i’m working towards it and i know it’ll be okay” and that’s what you need to convince your mind of. that you’ll be okay. because you will. ultimately, things work out. i don’t know if you’re a twenty one pilots fan but josh once said something along the lines of “it’s worth it to stay alive. because life is hard in the moment, it can be hard to see what can be down the road. you get tunnel vision and think that the current moment is all you have left. but that’s not it. there can be more. please let there be more.” and i couldn’t have said it myself. life isn’t a straight line. you won’t always be happy, but you won’t always be sad either, okay? this is something i need you to remember. 

also, here is a page i put up for when you feel like you need something to make you feel a little more alive. i love you. you are strong. stay alive. 

[never-forget-official]

SORRY THIS IS LATE LMBO

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Summary:

call me if you need a friend or never talk to me again but

Chapter 1: you tell me you love me, like it'll be the last time

ADDITIONAL INFO UNDER THE CUT!!

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A/N:

(please mind the tags!! the suicide doesn't actually happen in the first chapter but it's a lead-up to the next and is heavily implied to have happened at the end. and i will say that chapter 1 specifically contains the triggering aspect of Reader being happier because she's decided to commit suicide, so please read at your own discretion.) i love putting MC through the wringer in various ways it's my favorite thing ever there will be a couple of endings and branching paths to this, one of them happier than the other, so do not fear the Major Character Death tag too much!!!! i'll let you know which chapters it's relevant on!! :D

Tags:

Angst Emotional Hurt/Comfort Depression Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence as in it branches off the main NF timeline (Reader never left) Reader-Insert Has PTSD - Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder Reader Needs a Hug Sans (Undertale) Needs a Hug Sweetheart Sans (Undertale) Soft Sans (Undertale) Marriage skeleton nuzzles Skeleton kisses Cuddling & Snuggling Suicide Suicide Attempt yeah i'm. this is not happy I'm Sorry Blood and Injury Blood Inspired by Music specifically Please Stay by Lucy Dacus and Before You Go by Lewis Capaldi Song: Before You Go (Lewis Capaldi) Anthology Kinda there will be like. two main branching timelines in this some mystery regarding... well. how Reader got to this point and what's affecting her so much Song: Please Stay (Lucy Dacus) Self-Blame Self-Hatred She/Her Pronouns for Reader-Insert

[windmcge]

♥♥ for Hylia

a measure of hearts || @serandipity

~༺ :||  There hadn't been anything on his part where he initiated such proximity. Normally everything was tolerance based where blurred lines crossed by suggestion or coaxing on his part. His lingering and desire for more intimacy always lay bare. Temple visits were regular enough when the presence along satisfied whatever cruel hunger possessed the demon. Vaati was pleased there was another just as ancient as himself in their ever-moving world. So when Hylia's kiss captured his lips, a change took over as if rewarded. He was all too eager to accept.

Greedy. Starved for her gracious offer, the demon's hold ensnared the goddess where his hands tangled themselves wildly through the golden flow cascaded from her shoulders. Each strand, perfect and silken betwixt the curls of his fingers tantalizing to the touch- never tugging more than the gentle pleasure of her own making.

In turn, he felt Hylia's hands plunging into his own lavender locks as her form, curved and soft, leaned further into his own, forcing the breeze that it should wash over them both.

Aiding Hylia's request closer, lips parted and allowed her taste that it should mingle with his own. It always sent a shiver of delight of a tongue testing his fangs- dangerously intimate, yet careful. Another fine line crossed between divine and dark.

She was so perfect. The breaths emitted between them. The sound of his own corrupted heart growing excitedly louder.

Melded lips separated for a hesitant moment, yet Vaati desired this indulgence not stray. He wasn't through, and, thankfully, neither was she. A return of their mutual exploration that his divine goddess should comfortably follow, they could do this forever. Two immortals each craving the other. Never parting and dancing upon taboo with the other's tongue.

[ao3feeddestiel]

Please stay.

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/ioc2AxC by M1Lky0 Castiel goes missing and Sam and Dean end up battling some strange cases when all of the sudden the angel pops back in. After that, dean discovers the fact that he simply can't live without his angel by his side. Words: 1005, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005), Supernatural (TV 2005) RPF, Supernatural (TV 1977) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: M/M, Other Characters: Castiel (Supernatural), Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Castiel & Dean Winchester Additional Tags: Castiel/Dean Winchester First Kiss, Dean Winchester Loves Castiel, Protective Dean Winchester, Hurt Dean Winchester, POV Dean Winchester, Castiel Loves Dean Winchester, Plot, Fluffyfest, Cute, Happy Ending, No Smut, Destiel Week (Supernatural), Angel Castiel (Supernatural), Happy, Original Character(s), Sharing a Bed, Sam Winchester Ships Castiel/Dean Winchester read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/ioc2AxC

[rna217]

ayesha if you ever find my blog this is my post to say. hey. know that i love you.