#poemsformyself

[tobedetermine2020]

I promise when I meet you I just wanted to write short poetry now that you left I feel like writing a long long book. Our time was so short but our story will cover a book with many chapters.

[poemsbyaghoste]

Garden Full Of Smoke

Isn’t it funny that

In my garden where I give life

I’m taking my own slowly

With lungs full of smoke

And head full of stars

[tobedetermine2020]

It is not !!

Love is not a flower

Love is not a seed planted

Love is not a ray of light that comes and brighten your life

Love is you and I have you on my life, love is all that I ever wanted and I didn’t know. Love didn’t exist before and now you are here and that for me is love.

[poemsbyaghoste]

I Love Waking Up In The Morning

I’m finally

Happy

[poemsbyaghoste]

Happiness Is Possible

Happiness is

Being able to breathe after gasping for breath

Being able to sleep without fearing your nightmares

Being able to be alone in your own mind

Happiness is the effortless way I get up in the morning

Happiness is taking a shower every day even when my hair looks fine and I’m not disgusting

Happiness is being able to sit with someone in silence and not worry about if they want me to leave

I missed happiness

[poemsbyaghoste]

It’s Okay To Take A Break

When your heart gets too heavy

To carry one more step

Sit down

And rest a while.

[poemsbyaghoste]

Poisoned Roses

I’ve got a basket

Of poisoned roses

Hidden under a blanket

But nobody knows this

They’re beautiful on the outside

Their petals are glossy in the sun

But one prick from the stem

Will make your blood run

I’ll keep them to myself

I’ll keep them covered tight

I’ll hide the scars on my hands

I’ll keep them out of sight

I’ve got a basket

Of poisoned roses

But I’m the only one who will get hurt

As long as nobody knows this

[poemsbyaghoste]

I Want To Be A Sun But I’m Only A Moon

I want to be a sun

I want to be important

I want to be relied on

But I’m just a moon

Orbiting the planets

That orbit those stars