#pointless conversations

[higuessimhere]

Note’s

I cannot stress enough how important therapy has been to me. I was maybe 10 or 12, i don’t remember really when I figured something wasn’t making me feel okay. I really think I saved myself, I got help. I don’t think I should pat my own shoulder over it, but recongnizing that does help me know i can take another step in that direction.... Thinking oh it could have been so much worse won’t do me any good.. And I can´t really say that I do that too much, in that sense I’m very narcisitical I guess...The way I am doesn’t feel wrong... But sometimes putting myself on top of other things... doesn’t do that bad. I can’t say i feel bad for being that way. 

I do doubt myself if it’s the right way to be. But who knows honestly..

I does seem kind of weird, my one therapist worked just fine. Since then, like 5 years ago, at least, until today, it’s been her.  We are doing videocalls once a week, because, yeah.. and it helps.

I once or maybe even twice wanted to stop attending, it wouldn’t have killed me I guess.. But I’m glad I still go. 

It makes me really sad that people do want to get better and sometimes that can’t bring themselves to go. it’s life I guess.

[johnnyraven-26]

Me, when I'm annoyed or just bored with the tedium of pointless conversations with no depth...

[currentmoodbreathing]

Love

Probably the worst feeling in the world is love. When you love someone, you crave them, feel lost or incomplete without them there. But something far more painful is the uncertainty that they might or might not love you back. Of course the first place your mind goes is that there is no way anyone can love you the way you can love others and that they care very little about you. You torture yourself into believing that this person can and will never love you, even if they already do. But fear takes hold and you never muster up the courage to simply ask how they feel. The entire ordeal is filled with utter agony. The person you love is the one who can make you genuinely happy as easily as they can destroy your resolve. Hell they can even destroy your ability or will to love or even be loved. They' re the only one who can save you as well as they're the only one who can ruin you. But to love someone you've known for a short while is strange indeed. You know little to nothing about each other but it is so effortless to be around each other. Like you've known each other for so long. Then too be denied by the one you love, in anyway, is living hell. The irrational tears flow uncontrollably and the pain is so unreal. Like you've been stabbed in the chest. Like you've been hit by a bus. Like you been shot in the head but still bleed to death because they missed your brain. Like they ripped out you heart and didn't take it with them when they leave, just left it on the cold hard ground for you to pick up yourself. And they do, they just leave and you can do nothing to stop them. All you are able to think to yourself constantly is, why me? You loved with all your heart for almost nothing. And then, as you continue to breathe, as slowly and painfully as you can think of... You die.

[black-b-hive]

Exes who try to keep in touch with you via idiotic, pointless, and pretty dumb conversations because they have nothing else to talk about, but they wanted to talk to you...

Them (out of nowhere): “I ran out of Oreos, man. This can’t be life..”

You (trying to be cordial): “Rough life, man” (Looks around to see if anyone else can tell you why this is happening).

Them: “I need to quit biting my hangnails.”

You (thinking “This bihh” -_-): “Yeah, gotta stop that”.

Thinking to self: “I’m preparing to cut the convo even shorter with this fool for blatant foolishness. This is just horrific. Like, why couldn’t you just be brief? Why this? Could have conversed for at least 4 minutes, but this is awful. You knew better than this.”

- @brickochet

[dinkytoad5]

I am done trying with you.

[iquantboston]

You can't just say "goldilocks" and expect your argument to be valid.

Ms Giraffe

[nothin-17]

I don't really care for conversations that go no where. They're a waste of my time honestly. I don't like when someone constantly asks what I'm doing when I've already talked to them earlier and for the past week. Like, if you text me everyday and ask what I'm doing then you're gonna end up getting the same answer. Nothings changed much since yesterday nor has anything changed in the past 3 hours. Besides it's my day off. I can lay around and not do anything if I want.

[enigmaoftheabsolute]

Ever come across people (Generally on the internet), who engage a conversation with you, only to give you one word/dead-end answers that do absolutely nothing to drive the conversation? The Most common one: Them: Hey how's it going? Me: Not bad, doing _______________, yourself? Them: Good. Listening to music. Ok, so, why did you message me? Do you have something in particular to talk about?... No? Am I supposed to drive what you have brought? Why? Lazy? WHYYYYYYYYYYYY?! A lot of the time they never really say much at all. Why bother starting in the first place if you have nothing to say? With strangers on things like dating sites it's even stranger. Why on Earth would you start a converastion with someone when all you do is essentially give yes or no answers? It's like a dog poking you with it's nose, and just sitting there, waiting for you to initiate anything and everything.