Poly PATD Playlist
Woke up in your new apartment in your twin-size bed. Coffee starting, don't remember much. All I know is that you talk too much, time to go. You've got those big blue eyes; drive me crazy, make me fantasize about you, baby. And you smell so sweet like fresh-picked daisies.
You smiled at me and said, I don't wanna see you cry. You don't have to feel this emptiness. She said I love you till the day that I die. Well, maybe she's right 'cause I don't wanna feel like I'm not men. And to be honest, I don't even know why I let myself get down in the first place. Tryna keep my mind at bay, sunflower still grows at night. Waiting for a minute till the sun's seen through my eyes.
The world is your stage. Wherever you go, you know I'll always be right in the front row. Your life is a movie, my favorite show. You're my silver screen queen, my Marilyn Monroe.
So I write him all these letters, and I throw them in the trash 'cause I miss the way he kisses and the way he made me laugh. Yeah, I pour my little heart out. But as I'm hitting "send", I picture all the faces of my disappointed friends.
And I screamed, for whatever it's worth. "I love you, " ain't that the worst thing you ever heard? He looks up grinning like a devil. It's new, the shape of your body. It's blue, the feeling I've got and it's a cruel summer. It's cool, that's what I tell 'em. No rules, in breakable heaven. It's a cruel summer with you.
I wish you would someday forgive me, I swear I was trying my best. And I know it wasn't an option, but I wish we could've stayed friends when our never meant to be relationship ended. All the life we lived and now we're strangers again. All the time we put in, all the things that we've been.
You just need a better life than this, you need something I can never give. You can't fight it, you can't breathe. You say something so loving, but now I gotta let you go. You'll be better off in someone new. I don't wanna be alone, you know it hurts me too. You look so broken when you cry, one more and then I'll say goodbye. I just wish I could give you that, that look that's perfectly un-sad.